It’s been two months.
You haven’t been far from my thoughts, even before you disappeared. The way you wrote was beautiful, and I could never get enough of it. I always found myself wishing I was closer to you, and thought you were a talented and interesting person. I remember checking your board everyday, which was something I always looked forward to. Your book “Embrace” was very special to me, and I wish I could’ve told you about how much it meant to me.
Despite the initial surprise, I suppose I always knew it would end up like this. I wish I could’ve helped you, although I know it may not have made a difference, I wish I tried harder. It was so painful to learn that somebody I looked up to, my idol, I guess, had ended up this way. You were the sole reason I kept Wattpad, originally I downloaded it as a joke with my friends. After I was scrolling and found your story, I stayed up all night reading your books. No matter how hard I looked, I couldn’t find an author who made me feel the way your books do. I believe in the future I may get a tattoo of your user or one of the sigils from deer head, so I will never forget about you.
I know I will never find another writer as talented as you.
