watership_frown

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i hope whoever wrote that disgusting scythelord fic on ao3 trips on a curb into oncoming traffic, i hate to say. i usually wouldn't wish that on anyone but that fic was really fucking disturbing and i hope ao3 finds some way to remove it even though it was orphaned. i may have written rpf before, so i can't stand on this big moral high ground and act like im a good person, but writing fucking pedophilic and disgusting content about REAL LIFE people crosses the line by a fucking longshot and is horrifying and disgusting. i never wanted to come back to this account again, but after seeing that and the discomfort it caused to the people who read it, i felt the need to come back here and say: rpf is inherently problematic imo (now that i'm a bit more mature and educated) but it is ESPECIALLY problematic when it involves dead dove content, and id like to issue an apology to anyone ive ever made uncomfortable with my own fanfics. i was 17, 100% not in a good place and facing constant abuse from both my parents and the 21 year old they wanted me to marry, using weird rpf as some sort of escape/rescue fantasy. these things aren't intended to excuse what ive done but maybe give more of an explanation as to why it happened in the first place. i'm not like that anymore. i don't even know what else to say other than im utterly disgusted by that fic on ao3, which has lead me to become humiliated by this account and come back to apologize. i hope you're all safe and happy.

watership_frown

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@watership_frown tl:dr, found a horrifying rpf fanfic on ao3 and it shellshocked me so fucking badly i felt the need to come back here and apologize for my own rpf. let's *all* not depict real people like that going forward.
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watership_frown

this message may be offensive 
i hope whoever wrote that disgusting scythelord fic on ao3 trips on a curb into oncoming traffic, i hate to say. i usually wouldn't wish that on anyone but that fic was really fucking disturbing and i hope ao3 finds some way to remove it even though it was orphaned. i may have written rpf before, so i can't stand on this big moral high ground and act like im a good person, but writing fucking pedophilic and disgusting content about REAL LIFE people crosses the line by a fucking longshot and is horrifying and disgusting. i never wanted to come back to this account again, but after seeing that and the discomfort it caused to the people who read it, i felt the need to come back here and say: rpf is inherently problematic imo (now that i'm a bit more mature and educated) but it is ESPECIALLY problematic when it involves dead dove content, and id like to issue an apology to anyone ive ever made uncomfortable with my own fanfics. i was 17, 100% not in a good place and facing constant abuse from both my parents and the 21 year old they wanted me to marry, using weird rpf as some sort of escape/rescue fantasy. these things aren't intended to excuse what ive done but maybe give more of an explanation as to why it happened in the first place. i'm not like that anymore. i don't even know what else to say other than im utterly disgusted by that fic on ao3, which has lead me to become humiliated by this account and come back to apologize. i hope you're all safe and happy.

watership_frown

this message may be offensive 
@watership_frown tl:dr, found a horrifying rpf fanfic on ao3 and it shellshocked me so fucking badly i felt the need to come back here and apologize for my own rpf. let's *all* not depict real people like that going forward.
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