Bands are just everything to me... they saved me.
You can say the music I listen to, is crap. The reason I listen to my type of Music is because I hate myself. I have negative thoughts about myself, and when I listen to the them, it helps me bring up confidence. They say I am beautiful, and they don't even know that I exists. They help me realize, that if they can get through a bad life, then I can. Their music has real meaning. You might only hear screaming, but thats because you don't understand how it helps some people. They've been were I am now. They've suffered from depression.  
So before you judge me, walk in my shoes, and see how I feel everyday.