Bisexual-Boba

hey u ok?

Hello <3
          This is our Tuesday Truths!
          
          How are your (figurative) flowers? Healthy and beautiful? I hope so!
          And if they're looking down, worry not my friend! Little Lucille is here to help
          ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
          
          Once, a little flower looked down and thought to themselves, "I'm a petunia, I represent hate while those flowers symbolize positivity. Why was my seed planted?"
          You see, this adorable petunia listens to the stories and knowledge about flowers. It heard that it symbolized negativity, it was how all gardeners saw it to be. They looked at the blurry reflection of the petunia in small blurry puddles.
          
          But when I came with my water can, I saw this. So I sat on the grass near it and watered it, then I pointed to the puddle next to the petunia. It was the smallest but the only clear puddle, it was mostly overlooked.
          
          The petunia looked at the puddle and saw itself, a showy trumpet-shaped flower. Bright and lively, scents the air with lovely fragrance.
          
          The truth is, other people's perspectives sometimes come from blurry puddles. The clearest puddle for you will always be right next to you, but it's often too small for us to see.
          
          Little flower,
          you should know the true beauty lying inside of you ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
          
          
          
          - Loving truly, Lucille

Hey boba! Milo again(now going by finn) :D I see you were on here in feb and I hope you’re doing good! I’m guessing you almost never come on anymore lol.  I’m pretty sure you have a Job so that’s usually why I only bother you every few months. Sorry if my texting is sloppy I’m currently texting at 1 am and I’m tired lol. My discord is no longer milotheplant but now .yourlocalchair because I got logged out!:) I totally get if you your not up for talking anymore since it’s been like since 2022 since we talked but I just wanted to check in and see how your doing!

Hey boba, hope you're doing better:) I haven't checked on this account in about 5 months but last time I checked your friend (not sure if they still run this account) ran this account. I hope you're doing well and have fun doing whatever you do nowadays:)

thank you for the follow!!

I really should stop disappearing. I can't reply to anyone...But thank you. I'm going through 400 emotions. Shock, anger, betrayal, joy, idk...
          
          I'm probably one of the few who enjoys this, but there's a song called 
          
          'Should've been Me' by an artist called Mitski. I feel the lyrics are very relatable. I know it's random, I just wanted to say.
          
          I've been reading them over and over like a poem though the song is beautiful too.
          
          Thank you again. I hate making people worries, and I hate reassurance because I want to help and feel guilty asking for things
          
          
          But I am oh so thankful for everyone in my life.
          
          I love you more than anything, no matter what, whether we are close now or not

Just realized that it's been a while since I talked on here. I am... completely numb rn lol.
          
          I would like to say matured but it doesn't feel like I have. I haven't spoken to anyone in so long...and panic attacks have attacked me relentlessly.
          
          I lost someone who meant the world to me. This isn't the first time but this one is worse than the others because it's actually my fault. Like...all my fault. If they hadn't met me hey would probably be alive and happy and I ruined everything, I can't even lie it myself about it.
          
          God I miss him so much. I miss his pet names, and how excited he got whenever I would tell him the stupidest things, and how he always knew what was best. I miss when he'd get mad at me, and ignore me for a day and then still check up on me. I miss everything about him, and now he's actually gone.
          
          It doesn't feel real, and it shouldn't be real. I haven't spoken to my friends and I know they're worried but...I can't speak right now, I feel hurt. And it's deserved.
          
          If I'm gone I get to meet him. But I don't even deserve that. I wish I was dead and he was alive. 
          
          -Me

Happy delulu week!
          
          So to celebrate delulu week *I just made that up*
          
          I have decided to spend more time on Wattpad, I found this website named C.AI, and now I am listening to boyfriend audios *the boyfriend audios kind of scare me*
          
          I don't know how to feel about all this-I have a boyfriend. 
          BUT, it's only for a week. 
          Happy delulu week everyone <3

I got my account back, celebrate.
          
          I decided to dye my hair. I was them immediately called gay. I'm dying my hair back to it's natural color because I am now offended

Hi darling