It's always hard chasing your dreams. But i always try my best to reach my dreams. Everytime i try someone will stop me. The worst is that someone is your family. Always hard to prove myself now i been crying hard. Because i have to stop chasing my dreams. Start accepting what i can only have. It's tiring proving yourself pleasing everyone. Today i surrender everything, today i stop dreaming! It's so hurt's painful. All i can say i tried and i failed sorry self i cant no longer stay and fight for it! I am really sorry for you!!!