@wdymimnothanjisung
hi, fellow stay, i love your lee know theme!! no pressure at all, but if you’d be willing to vote on chapter 39 of my hyunjin fic called winter night, it would be so so appreciated!! i posted it on my message board as well. tysm again and have a wonderful day!! ❤️
i just want to say that hollow is one of my fav songs ever for a reason, one because its an absolute banger and two because the lyrics are...very relatable to me rn?
Like one of the lines in the first verse translates to 'I've checked off so many on my bucket list / Somehow, I still can't be satisfied' THIS HONESTLY HITS SO HARD because in the past year/semester/term in school, I've achieved some of my biggest targets ever, worked so hard in every subject. I received a full 7s for all subjects (basically top score) and it had been my goal or dream for a few years to be able to rank 1 in school, and yet, achieving it felt empty, or 'hollow'. Obviously I am really happy and satisfied with this, but then, perhaps because I've been pushing myself a lot in the past months and neglecting sleep / mental health, I fell immediately into a period of burnout in which I do nothing all day except scroll on YouTube shorts or reels or watch dramas. I lost interest and instead felt burdened by things that I used to consistently love doing, such as reading on wattpad, practicing cello, etc.
Today's day 1 for my MUN conference, and tmr's day two. I've been prepping for this conference for around one week and I met up with my co-del (like a partner) for a few times, yet I found no motivation to work on anything apart from those times. I feel really guilty, again, for not contributing a lot and I'm so demotivated to work on it because I'm placed in an advanced council in which I feel insecure about my skills and lack of confidence. I normal engage a lot within MUN, doing speeches and POIs, but this time, I've barely done anything and I feel so guilty about it to my co-del for disappointing her.
I feel so shit these days because there were sm things that I said I was going to achieve during summer, yet I have barely done any... (locking in on cello and my studies, losing weight, improving my dance skills, etc...I feel so disappointed in myself lowkey)
@wdymimnothanjisung aww I'm glad! But yeah i hope you feel better soon:D but that's great!
@AmalSivani URGHH TO BEGIN WITH ILYSM FOR THIS COMMENT…but yea hopefully I can get out of this burnout soon I think I’m better today than yesterday lol
@wdymimnothanjisung no hollow is such a banger! I'm proud of you for that! But i think you are right, don't neglect yourself or things,your mental and physical health is important:( I hope you feel great soon:( And yeah I do think you are in a burnout,try to do something you like i think? I wish I can help but i don't know what to say or do:( but don't feel guilty:(
hi guys...i've been kinda logged out of wattpad in the past few weeks and honestly I would just admit that I've been avoiding wattpad in the sense that it feels like a burden to me...
Like it's been the first 2 weeks of summer holiday for me and yet, I've been in one of the most unproductive states ever...it's like I'm stuck in a slump, doomscrolling and taking endless naps everyday. I seriously have been having no motivation to do anything 'productive', to the point that I stopped checking wattpad because I felt guilty to the authors for not catching up to updates and new stories (I honestly don't know how to explain this because 'avoiding wattpad' seems like such a stupid thing to say)
But yea, I'm back I guess?? And hopefully I can catch up to updates I am so so so sorry to all of my friends / authors in which that I didn't interact with their stories or announcements :(
@wdymimnothanjisung Aww maybe take a break from Wattpad if you want to? I'm proud that you typed all this while being in a unproductive state:) but try to do something small then try to do something bit larger then that task:) try if you can! It's fine if you don't have the motivation too! Don't feel guilty:(
I see you everywhere in random ahh fanfics,just wanted to say that your comments are iconic af
@wdymimnothanjisung I'm glad it did:D I hope you are ok now:3 but seriously,i mostly read comments and I love them so muchh
@AmalSivani THAT JUST MADE MY DAY TYSMM (i've had a shit day) BUT YEA ONE OF THE REASONS I LOVE WATTPAD IS JUST BECAUSE OF THE COMMENTING FEATURE LOL
HAII:D
LOL IDK IF ITS RANDOM OR NOT
i like your comments from the story venomous AND I LOWKEY (please dont think i am weird) wanna be FRIENDS with u :D
OMG SORRY I DIDN'T SEE UR MESSAGE FROM YESTERDAY-
BUT YEA OFC WE CAN BE FRDS :D PLS JUST FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON MY PAGE OR REPLY TO MY RANDOM ANNOUCMENTS HEHE
@Nyxshii @wolfchanstan @allisung111 you guys don’t get appreciated enough lol ;) https://www.instagram.com/reel/DK4E4NZvU4p/?igsh=MW02dmY5cnRieWY3bQ==
@Nyxshii hehe (I spammed quotes from ur books in the comments and ppl were asking for the name of the book lol :)
@wdymimnothanjisung I feel more than appreciated because of you!! <3 (this reel hits home lmao)
OK I JUST GO FUCKING SCAMMED FOR A WONYOUNG PHOTOCARD IM GONNA FUCKING CRASH OUT ( @Natasha_Romanoff10 hopefully yk what that means now) LIKE HONESTLY WHY TF DO PPL DO THIS :(( and plus like the seller was geniuely so nice, we met up for the photocard and she was just a student like me (she even seems younger)...like i don't understand why any fan would do this, like for money? I left a bad review for that seller and hopefully I get a refund (sigh) But I wouldn't have noticed it if it wasn't a nice kpop fan pointing that out to me...like they told me it was fake and even told me what I should do, so thanks a lot to that person :)
oh dear…I don’t have much experience with cards as I’ve never bought any but that’s so mean, I hope you get your money back. How could that person scam so many people and get away with it???
@Natasha_Romanoff10 THERE IS NO WAY...since it is honestly quite obvious and plus, I looked at their account and there were previously other customers who got scammed. And also, that nice fan who helped me also said another frd of his got scammed by that same seller, so I suppose this defo isn't the first time. The card seemed already appeared fake once I took it out of the toploader when I got home, and some basic research would've made it obvious that the card isn't legit (the cuttings / colours, etc.)
What in the reverse Asian parent card did my mum just pull because today’s dress casual, I put on a pair of jeans and she made me change it into a skirt ?? Bro literally ruined my entire outfit im going to crash out
Does anyone have advice on what I should do with a friend who I used to be best friends but then we drifted apart because she changed...
Like 'changed' not in the way that she doesn't like me or treat me nice anymore, but more that the way she acts changed quite dramatically from when I first met her (the way she presents herself and stuff)...like we are still friends, but we don't talk that often anymore, but we still hangout in a group with some other friends. To be honest, if I had only known her now, we probably might not even be friends because of how different we are now...
But then, my close frds and best frds who used to be frds with her kinda dislike her, because of the way she acts and how much she had changed, (like me, my best friend for 3 years, her and her ex-best friend used to be like a rlose frd group, but then that group fell apart eventually because she and her ex-bestie fell apart...a lot of drama back then, but even when everything's resolved now, my best friend still avoids talking or interacting with her)...so i feel a little conflicted in this situation...like rn, it seems like I'm breaking the girls code in some way, but then I don't want to lose either side of the friendship
But yea, it's been an issue for a while now, and I honestly want to distance myself from her because of our difference (not to hate her or anything), but then, we are again in another friendgroup with some of my other frds
(I feel like this sounds really confusing sorry)
@wdymimnothanjisung it’s okay babes lmao I get it, I’m younger so it seems like a shocker when I spew out master oogway-level stuff. But this isn’t really due to me being mature, it’s just 4 years of self-torment and guilt. I was the one who changed first, I became ruder and started to ignore and neglect her. Truth be told, she was sorta toxic, but in the end I was the one to make things worse. I’ve learnt that healthy distancing is the only way to end a friendship well, so I wish you the best with this.
@ocean_stay39 you're so mature suddenly?? (NOT IN THE WAY THAT UR NOT NORMALLY MATURE, DONT TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY) but yea, I'll probably do as you say, I mean I'm pretty sure she knows that we're not as close as before...it's just difficult cuz she's geniuely a nice person to me, but I've heard quite some bad things about her and she's just changed a lot.
@NelaWild18 thanks love :) i just read this message but yea, I'll take ur advice <3
Does anyone have good minsung stories to recommend?? Anything would work fine :)) (I just need the story to have good writing lol)
I have a reading list of 70-ish books, all minsung, idk if you’ve read those already but give em a try :)