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Torn between keeping Bea’s story in Taglish or pure English. Hmm, It’s almost done though. I’ll post it once I’ve decided. Wala lang skl HAHAHAAH
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weakdreamer
To all who read Hakbang Pabalik,
I know I’ve promised for years to finish Hakbang Pabalik, and some of you probably think I’ve already ghosted the story. Honestly, minumulto pa rin ako ng story na ’yan, and I have no intention of leaving it hanging. I appreciate everyone who has waited—and is still waiting—I really do.
However, I’m going to be honest. I’m struggling to write it down, even though I already have the remaining plot envisioned. I no longer know how to write the way I used to, nor do I have the confidence in my technicalities and language. And as the title implies, there are parts of me that need to step back too.
I will no longer promise when I will publish the remaining chapters, but here’s what I can promise—I can’t and will never leave Hakbang Pabalik hanging. Nothing has really changed; I am still working on it (my brain just has too many tabs, I work on multiple crafts at the same time lol).
For now, I am negotiating my relationship with writing. I’m writing whatever comes to mind and what feels the strongest. I don’t want to end up hating something I’ve always loved (mostly a me problem, oo sarili ko lang din nagpe-pressure sa akin haha).
I just feel like I owe this to all of you. I want to let go of this guilt—maybe if I do, I’ll be able to write freely again, without chains of my own making.
Thank you so much for believing in and reading my stories. I can never thank you all enough for your patience and support.
Forgive me if I still choose to write at my own pace, as slow as it may seem. I know I have been doing that for years, but I want to at least name it once here. I just want to feel like I’m writing for myself again.
weakdreamer
Leggo (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
https://www.wattpad.com/story/389732523
weakdreamer
Today officially marks the 13th year of weakdreamer in Wattpad. Here's to more in bloom, completion (hopefully) of the archivial restoration, and increase (manifesting) of sealed in the archive. weakdreamer is now a teenager (lol) and as I step into this new year, I figured it's time to get to know weakdreamer.
This is to look back, to find myself, and figure out weakdreamer all through these years. Happy 13 years (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
https://www.wattpad.com/story/404355226
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Deym, just realized I lost chapter 26 to 30 that I made for HP so nakakaiyaaaaak. I have to write back from 0, saklap for I don't remember what I wrote HAHAHA no outline pa more
weakdreamer
@lordmasternightfall kailangan i-reset ang utak kasi di ko na maalala ano pinagsusulat ko. Pantser things
lordmasternightfall
@weakdreamer ouchh pero alam mo, noong nawala rin iyong draft ko and gumawa ako ng bago, mas maganda iyong bagong gawa ko. pero nakaka-Dam talaga
weakdreamer
Sealed in the archive (^._.^)ﾉ
https://www.wattpad.com/story/398458332
weakdreamer
Heads up! Republishing Hakbang Pabalik next, no major changes too. Just getting myself familair with the plot again to continue part 2. Thanks!
weakdreamer
Decided to republish all chapters of Crossover, made no major changes to it btw. Just decided to preserve the voice of the young me who wrote that no matter how imperfect. So, excuse my successive reposting of my chapters from my old stories. Love lots!
HN1kk0
@weakdreamer Hey bud! No problemo. Looks like we’re in the same boat. I also got to republish a lot of my works but still kept the raw parts up as I want to show how far I’ve grown ( ＾∀＾)
weakdreamer
Keep safe and stay alert, my fellow Filipinos (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
HN1kk0
@weakdreamer I agree! Even though I don’t live anywhere near those areas, I hope things start to get a little better in our country. It’s about time our government make changes around and not wait for another Second Coming levels of disaster to occur. It also doesn’t help that because of that flood control fiasco, other countries are becoming more afraid to even interact with Filipinos alike. There was like a recent news where someone got refused service at a money exchange in Oslo because they happen to be from the Philippines. Cultural bias, am I right? ¬_¬
weakdreamer
@HN1kk0 heeey, thanks, fortunately we’re safe. But there has been a series of strong earthquakes (latest was in Mindanao with magnitude 7.4 and another 6.8 quake seven hours later of that yesterday, on September 30 was in Visayas with 6.9 magnitude, and 4.9 magnitude in Luzon last October 9). There has been really a lot going on in the Philippines right now, the flood control scandal hasn’t been resolved either. Ó╭╮Ò
HN1kk0
@weakdreamer Hey bud! Hope you’re also ok. What is going on in our country right now? ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡
weakdreamer
Hiii, I know some of you are excited about Hakbang Pabalik. I’m honestly still working on it, tbh, I’m really struggling to move forward, pero may usad naman. It’s just that idk, idk how to write how I used to. But rest assured that I am writing. Thank you so much for the overwhelming support and trust. Love lots!
