weaponofmsscreation

Chapter 25 and 26 of Lost Years concludes the Maddy story. But Quasi's new life has only just begun. I'll be taking a little break before working on the rest of the story. Stay tuned!

Saoirse_Merrick

@ weaponofmsscreation  OMG, You read my fanfics!! Thank youuu!! I replied to all your comments and they were very relevant. Thank you so much!
          
          As for Rom/Quark and Brenda? I'm not sure how possible it would be applying that to real life, but from reading WhyChoose novels... Well, it sounds great to the heroine! XD I don't believe in relationships, in monogamy and I don't believe in men AT ALL. When it comes to straight men, their partners are monogamous, but such partners have no idea their men... AREN'T. I believe there should be some kind of arrangement both parties are aware of. 
          
          That's why I love writing.

Saoirse_Merrick

@ weaponofmsscreation  no prob^^ A woman who read on Inkitt (a Trekkie who used to watch Trek on TV!) said the same thing! I can't believe she actually read the whole thing, since she didn't like Quark at all! It comes to me as a surprise only I see that. I thought Quark was popular this way.
          
          OF COURSE I had to write a Rom one too LOL. But people aren't reading that one. That's kinda unfair to him :P I decided to write it after the epi Quark tries to sabotage Nog. If you haven't seen it yet... You'll understand when you do xD
          
          It's really surprising to me that Quark isn't a s3x symbol! I guess it was another craziness I created in my mind^^; 

Saoirse_Merrick

Would you like to know how crazy I am? I knew I had to tell YOU! I've finally written some Quark s-mut and posted to Inkitt and AO3!^_^; And you know what else?? I wrote another one about Rom!!
          Of course you don't have to read them, and they're way off! But those two are  (emoji: hot AF) and I remember you were watching Trek DS9 aaand so was I! My mind kept blaring "Data's wife HAS TO KNOW!"
          
          And now, you do! ^___^;;;;;
          
          Links are on my bio here! I'm only telling you because even though you won't read them, you can laugh with me!

Saoirse_Merrick

@ Saoirse_Merrick  I can't believe I didn't answer that one! I'm sorry! Thank you so much for everything, for all your support and kindness. You really warmed my heart. This year is being quite difficult, and people like you are super necessary. *hugz*
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Saoirse_Merrick

You know when Joseph says "his head is so big because it's full of dreams"? So is mine, but it's figurativelly big^^; Thank you so much for your comments, your like... If someone could notice by reading one silly one-shot what goes through my heart, it means I should keep going, even if it is just for fun! ^_^ I know you may find that a little exaggerated, but "romantic" is my middle name, and seeing that... *sigh* Deeply moved. ❤️

weaponofmsscreation

@Saoirse_Merrick awww you're welcome! I know how much someone else appreciating your work can encourage you. And I'm having fun reading as much as you have fun writing it all.
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Saoirse_Merrick

@ weaponofmsscreation  Right? Except that you are probably a teen or a young adult, and this has been working for me FOREVER, since I'm on my early 40s xD I wouldn't want it to be different for ME, but I guess most people want this in their lives. So don't worry. There's a deformed, fugly guy waiting for you somewhere LMAO :P Or a woman, but a cute one, if you wish!❤️ As you mentioned, TBH, I've never been with a woman, but instead of a man, I'd prefer a trans man, or a butch lezz or a tomboy. Especially because they don't have that disgusting d i ck. I woman could work for me, but in my case, the problem is I don't do relationships. One has to give too much to also get a bit, and in real life, that does NOT work for me.
          
          And yes, if I had to change for someone, oooh, they'd have to be fanfiction-like, prize-winning material! XD What I want just doesn't exist.

Saoirse_Merrick

It's not hypocrisy. I started writing EM stories because I wanted the world to be a strawberry. I was very tentative at first, you wouldn't believe it!^^; And I actually don't understand very well why looks matter SO much, although... I do. I did make Saoirse "perfect" for a reason. I don't have problems with anyone but myself. Since I'm confessing, I find myself VERY ugly (though nobody really sees that, not at that level), and I don't see a door beauty couldn't open. No wonder I love the hidden meaning behind the Twilight Saga, and like I told you, I'd date Merrick ANYTIME. But ONLY as Saoirse. Never as myself. Just like all my other self-inserts. Saoirse was the most human character I've created. She is extremely imperfect. But if she got dumped, she could act like that song "Don't call me up", by Mabel^^;

weaponofmsscreation

@Saoirse_Merrick You're right about the relationship becoming unhealthy... people need to have a certain amount of maturity and self-acceptance before a relationship would work well, I guess.
            And heck yeah, cats are better than men anyway XD
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Saoirse_Merrick

@ Saoirse_Merrick  Cool! I usually feel weird about my age and total lack of maturity! XD Not that YOU are immature, but you write fanfics, so it's someone I can relate. ^_^
            
            Oooh, true! But being bitter is much more than what someone looks like :/ However, SUFFERING can do that to you. I know that because I'm often too angry with life, as you may have noticed on that last fanfic of mine. I realized writing could help me balance that. The fic "I Should Tell You" actually SAVED me, it was either spewing what was happening to me or I don't know if I'd still be here. I'm as bitter as Saoirse, but I'm pretty normal-looking and with no Merrick to save my life. I guess it depends on how one sees life and Idk, understands it. I know I can't, for the life of me. But people with great sufferings seem to know better what they're doing here. Now, being ugly, like, "truly" ugly... I wouldn't have the strength to face that. And if you loved someone like that, the issue is that they would put all their eggs in YOUR basket. It would probably a VERY troubled and toxic relationship and truly, I don't wish that on you. Now I was joking. There's no way a SaoirsexMerrick worked in real life.
            
            The issue with guys are MANY. They r a pe, they ki l l, they be a t, they ch e a t and they believe they are ENTITLED to that. I prefer not to go through that. EVER. My ideal relationships now are cats in need. The only man to ever enter my house so far has been Felipe, my cat xD
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