mich bell

Chapter 25 and 26 of Lost Years concludes the Maddy story. But Quasi's new life has only just begun. I'll be taking a little break before working on the rest of the story. Stay tuned!

Would you like to know how crazy I am? I knew I had to tell YOU! I've finally written some Quark s-mut and posted to Inkitt and AO3!^_^; And you know what else?? I wrote another one about Rom!!
          Of course you don't have to read them, and they're way off! But those two are  (emoji: hot AF) and I remember you were watching Trek DS9 aaand so was I! My mind kept blaring "Data's wife HAS TO KNOW!"
          
          And now, you do! ^___^;;;;;
          
          Links are on my bio here! I'm only telling you because even though you won't read them, you can laugh with me!

I posted a little bonus chapter in Everything Has Changed to accompany chapter 22 of Lost Years. Also, a warning for spice in Lost Years: the next few chapters will be pretty hot!

@ weaponofmsscreation  I'm honored, really!! ❤️ I love writing Merrick stories because they make me happy. It's great when someone understands how I feel. I only miss feedback so I'd know when I'm sucking. But when someone likes it? It's even better!^^

You know when Joseph says "his head is so big because it's full of dreams"? So is mine, but it's figurativelly big^^; Thank you so much for your comments, your like... If someone could notice by reading one silly one-shot what goes through my heart, it means I should keep going, even if it is just for fun! ^_^ I know you may find that a little exaggerated, but "romantic" is my middle name, and seeing that... *sigh* Deeply moved. ❤️

@ weaponofmsscreation  Yep! That's too complicated for me. It's so easy to everyone eeelse!!!
          
          Most things are better than them, in fact^^;

@ weaponofmsscreation  Right? Except that you are probably a teen or a young adult, and this has been working for me FOREVER, since I'm on my early 40s xD I wouldn't want it to be different for ME, but I guess most people want this in their lives. So don't worry. There's a deformed, fugly guy waiting for you somewhere LMAO :P Or a woman, but a cute one, if you wish!❤️ As you mentioned, TBH, I've never been with a woman, but instead of a man, I'd prefer a trans man, or a butch lezz or a tomboy. Especially because they don't have that disgusting d i ck. I woman could work for me, but in my case, the problem is I don't do relationships. One has to give too much to also get a bit, and in real life, that does NOT work for me.
          
          And yes, if I had to change for someone, oooh, they'd have to be fanfiction-like, prize-winning material! XD What I want just doesn't exist.

It's not hypocrisy. I started writing EM stories because I wanted the world to be a strawberry. I was very tentative at first, you wouldn't believe it!^^; And I actually don't understand very well why looks matter SO much, although... I do. I did make Saoirse "perfect" for a reason. I don't have problems with anyone but myself. Since I'm confessing, I find myself VERY ugly (though nobody really sees that, not at that level), and I don't see a door beauty couldn't open. No wonder I love the hidden meaning behind the Twilight Saga, and like I told you, I'd date Merrick ANYTIME. But ONLY as Saoirse. Never as myself. Just like all my other self-inserts. Saoirse was the most human character I've created. She is extremely imperfect. But if she got dumped, she could act like that song "Don't call me up", by Mabel^^;

@Saoirse_Merrick I know what that's like. Mich is also me, but improved. And it's great to escape into a world with a better version of ourselves!

@ weaponofmsscreation  Well, Disney started with that beautiful mass distortion! XP 
          I had!! So much fun!! XD I don't write anything waiting for people to read ever since I've been writing in English. I know I choose too many obscure and different themes, I hardly expect people to read my stories. But sometimes someone finds one, so I believe that if eventually they got interested, it's because they understand me and are interested in my thoughts. I just wish there were more people I could share. That's what Saoirse is. She's me, but an improved version. And I can be myself when I write. I've been wondering for ages about how would Saoirse fare with one of my families. With Frollo, especially. Writing is magical. I can escape reality and go wherever I want. I don't need much if I can keep doing that. Only books and reference materials, of course. And my pets.❤️