Just remembering that time in 8th grade when my literature teacher asked me how many friends did I had, and my naive little girl brain and heart said well I have a lot of friends (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡ (cuz i considered my classmates my friends) and everyone at my classroom laughed at me and I had to correct myself and say I had 2 friends, the next year one of them change schools and the second one two years later started to spread lies about me hating her and treating her badly when she was the one who treated me poorly and put my boy best friend against me saying i was talking bad about him, and still three years later (we are no longer friends) she AGAIN started to make rumors about me making faces at her basically playing the victim when now I have TWO real friends who are the best and I don't even talk to her anymore. (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
And btw my classmates don't even talk to me, at Valentine's day just two of them "talked" to me one just to say hi and the other had the audacity to talk about my body, when I arrived home I just went straight to my room to cry. Oh and my boy best friend doesn't even talk to me anymore, now he's best friend with the girl who spread rumors about me, yep my best friend since kindergarten with the girl who made my last years at school miserable OH and guess what she's attending the same College as me :))
That's it I'm sorry for too much inecesary info just wanted to get it out ♡