wednesdays13

Meeting up w a boy who will let me hit him 

_Wiliwonka2023_

You have made a mentally deep cut in me, I have healed but what you did to me wounded me even though it has been like eight years I won't forgive you or what you're friends but on the contrary, the situation made me more mature I was a naive and stupid person of trusting you I don't trust anybody thanks to you I will be starting actress in your bad dreams. . . .

s-sapphwrites

hi. i'm gonna cry. my mind is all over the place and i just need a hug rn. anyways enough about me cause no one cares dAMMIT TEE—
          
          sometimes i just wanna say i love you
          why? simple: because i love you. i don't know how to explain it but i just love you so much?? you're like really cool??? and chill???? and creative????? and different?????? in a good way, of course (for the most part, at least). i know we don't always talk and my long ass messages can get boring but i need you to understand. you mean a lot to me. i'm going to c r y . thanks? for like existing and stuff. thanks for being alive. thanks for being my friend. especially that last one. thank you so much for being my friend. we used to be a lil awkward (and, hell, still are) but caught up eventually. you're like- really sweet or whatever and um yeah sksksk i'm c r y i n g i need to stop crying about everything. anyways-- i want to hug you. and buy you candy (because i'm not creepy at all—) and, like, stuff- ew i can't words. anyways, the point is i love you. that's it. that's all. remember that. pls. okay? okay. 
          
          okay, bye cyp ❤️