jasper

happiest of birthdays to you jas <3

you have me & you’ll always have me, right by your side

i remember the last time you were here, my birthday last year. i think i’ll make it a tradition to come back to you every year, just so i can tease you about turning a year older. last time you said we missed out on a lot of months, a lot of time. come back once you’re ready to make up for all of it, idiot, because i miss us as well. one thing i can certainly tell you with confidence is that you’ve always been an amazing best friend to me, jas. & you’ve been an even better boyfriend back then. thank you for treating me so well back then, for caring for me so much & loving me. you deserve so much more than you’ll ever know. you’ve made me a really happy girl with the person you are & i was lucky to have found you, liked you & loved you the way i did. i hope i was able to make you feel happy as well. if you were to return one day, i’ll be looking forward to it & i’d be happy to hear everything you’ve been through. the things that have happened in your life. i hope you’ll tell me you threw a crazy pick-up line at a girl & she punches you in the face, though i’ve been hoping for that to happen to arch as well for years now & i bet my luck is running out. anyways, i hope you’ll always remember that you mean so incredibly much to me. i miss you & i love you, i bet you know that. you just like to hear it. you’re one of my favourite people alive & you always will be. never forget that i’m on your side, i always am & i’m always with you. wherever you are & wherever you go, i’ll follow & be right behind you. happiest of birthdays once again, jas. & just like you said, i’ll say it now as well, i want to say so much more to you and i will; i love you (imagine that strawberry emoji, use that fantasy of yours, will you?). until next time, kendricks. have an amazing day, you deserve it more than anyone
            
            with much love,
            your strawbee & best friend, lee yeji <3

dear jasper,
            
            wow. times flies by, doesn’t it? it’s been a while again since i’ve written to you like this. though today, i’m doing it for a special occasion. your birthday. happiest of birthdays to you, kendy. it’s been over a year since the last time we spoke. you won’t believe all the things that have happened ever since. life’s been a crazy rollercoaster & no words are ever able to describe how much i miss having you here. i wonder what you’ve been up to & how you’re doing. i hope you’re doing well, but i bet you are. you’ve always fought yourselves through whatever life threw at you & you’ve always been so strong. remembering you brings a smile to my face & reading the conversations we used to have together brings tears to my eyes. they’re happy ones, don’t worry. it feels like you’ve completely disappeared from this world, which makes me feel a little sad that i’m the only one who remembers you this way. i feel sad that i’m the only one who remembers how kind you are, how funny & goofy, but also so courageous, understanding & smart. just saying, i’m never gonna forget how you called me cool. also, small newsflash, i’ll be visiting london this summer during july. i’m beyond excited & somewhere i really hoped we were still in touch. it feels exciting to be so near you & pres, maybe we’ll walk past one another on the street without knowing we do. that’d really be something.

I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY SO. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST DAY EVER <3

i’m tryna fall asleep 

omg can you buy me coffee too

what’s up 

where are u from?

you’re the first jasper i’ve come across on here ntmy

I won’t, im studying (dying mostly but it will be worth it)

missing you boy

wya 

“relAX it will cOME tO yOU”