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one day i'll finish tatge, one day

hello everybody, i'll start working on the remaining chapters for tatge starting next week. the end is coming, i promise
          
          also, happy pride month ((:

excuse me...did tatge just reach 100k reads ???????

hello everybody! i’m still on a break for the time being but i wanted to let y’all know that it’s my birthday! here’s to the roaring 20s!!! 

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thinking about throwing my computer out of my window

busy with school and stuff still, so no updates until the semester ends

well shit, we really can’t have nice things 

          hey y’all! i’m getting to this issue like a month too late but i still want to speak about it. as many of you probably know, there’s been lots of things coming out about brendon. the list is composed of transphobic and racist comments, as well as allegations of sexual assault. he’s also been quiet about the allegations about zack hall. there are so many threads of twitter about it, if you’d like more information.
          
          you guys probably also know that brendon is a big part of my works. i LITERALLY claim to be the queen of bryler in my bio. i’ve looked up to him and p!atd as a whole for so long, it crushes me to toss him aside like that. still, i don’t want to support trash people. 
          
          now, what does this mean for my stories? i’m still not sure. he really is a huge part of all of my works (past, present and future). for now, i’m going to work on editing him out of ‘to all the glowing eyes’.
          
          the rest of the books: 
          	⁃	for ‘everything has changed’ and ‘money to spend’ i’m going to unpublish them.
          	⁃	for ‘drumming boy’ and ‘apple juice and peach’ i’ll replace him with someone else.
          
          lastly, i have no idea what to do for ‘amen’. unlike with other books, brendon is front and center in this one. he’s part of the main ship after all. ‘amen’ is my pride and joy (even if it’s still not finished) and deleting it doesn’t feel right. reworking it all would be a lot of work and a big mess. i’d like to know if you guys have any ideas for that problem. as of now, i’m going to finish writing it and never speak of it again.
          
          i’m hoping that brendon and the crew finally speak up about it all, even if it’s to admit all of the allegations are true. either way, the behavior is unspeakable and in this household we don’t stand for it.
          
          one last time, let me know what you want me to do with ‘amen’, i’m all ears.