weirdness13

idk if anyone cares but i watched Banana Fish without knowing what i was getting myself into.. i just finished it and i’m surprisingly ok.. i think i’m more messed up than i thought.. yay

weirdness13

Yall, is it okay for me to be kinda bummed and a tad bit mad that my bestie never texted me when she told me she would? Like I feel like I’m being petty and I’m pretty sure I am but then again, I’m always the bigger person so can’t I just be petty this once? And like I’m a Cancer so yall know I’m sensitive as hell. I just kinda want to wait it out and see how long it’ll take for her to text me without me starting the conversation like I always do. I just want to be appreciated sometimes. Then again, I don’t know how long I could do that because my sorry ass really can’t handle not talking to someone because I’ll feel horrible and then I’ll be very sad. 
          Send help. Pls.

weirdness13

I'm so extremely thankful I got to experience Unus Annus with so many people.. I even talked about it with some classmates and we all found out we were apart of the same journey and gave me a connection I never would have made without this amazing channel. If you so happen to stumble across this and are a fellow unus or many even an annus, then hi, remember death is coming.. Anywayyyy..
          Memento Mori.
          
          Unus Annus.

weirdness13

So this one song called "Wheres my Love" by SYML the acoustic version came up on my playlist and I cant help but feel this sense of sadness yet pride at the same time. It was a song that I would listen to a lot when I was depressed and suicidal, so when I heard it, I just felt like crying yet jumping at the same time. I'm so proud I got better but times are still tough, so idk, I felt that I should just share it with someone, even if no one might read this.. ya know?