Tori

(yearly checking in)
          oh my darlings how are you doing? the new year treating you well so far? give me a rundown of what's been going on in your life and yes that even includes the most mundane things ever. 
          
          lots and lots of love,
          tori <3

if its meant to be, its meant to be. and if its not meant to be, its not. but god i really hope that its meant to be. 

man sm shit happened the past few months

it's been a hot min, how's everything my loves? anything unusual? did y'all have food and water today? and are y'all taking care of yourselves?

finally the age poets write about. it's scary to feel everything yet nothing at all. 

we broke up because he was insecure bout what people thought bout us and he was getting teased and because we couldn't hang out freely at school lmaolmaolmao (totally not hysterically loosing my shit)

i almost don't want to write anything here and keep everything in my memories cuz I don't wanna risk jinxing it lmao

5th September: we got official!!

i might just fall in love w him

so the bus guy right? the one whom I used to like a teensy tiny bit? yeah i love him honestly, not in a romantic feeling but platonic for sure. i told him i thought his bsf was cute and he asked if I was serious and would like him to set us up and I simply said fuck it why not lmao,
          and we've just started talking and oh my fuck he's so so so soooo nice I think I might just like him. 
          so two days after I told my friend, he and THE guy came infront of me and we said hi to each other and he sent me follow req that or the next evening I think, then the next day we talked and he's so nice he asked if I would roam w him next day during recess and so we did!! 
          the next day, we talked and talked and he even bought me a drink. and I got to know from a friend that he thinks I'm pretty and would want to be in a relationship w meeee and also that he was looking at me during our cultural fest :)
          so I texted him today and gods the way I was shaking and blushing omg, we talked bout football and he told how I was a huge w since I was a football fan but I told him that I wasn't really a big ass fan but a fan ish type nonetheless and and AND he replied w you've made me a fan, and I asked of what and he replied w yours ofc *crying emoji x 10*