weirdwriter31

Hi I'm writing ShinShi fanfics would you like to check them out :)

Konichiwa! How are you?
          I have just published my fan fiction “Under the mask” starring my favourite couple Ai X Conan!
          you an read it on:
          https://www.wattpad.com/749054706-under-the-mask-chapter-one
          I would really appreciate it if you read it and spread it to your friends!
          Ja ne, Sayonara !
          Hajer :).

Conichiwa ! 
          How are you?
          Just saying that I’ve posted a new complete CoAi FanFic called:
          Thirty days with Haibara, enjoy reading it and sharing it with your friends XD.
          Here’s the first chapter:
          https://www.wattpad.com/447626554-thirty-days-with-haibara-chapter-1/page/3

Please read the cold heart

Wish you were happier
          Without me perhaps yes

I can't keep doing this 
          I can't do this without
          You

I really wish people would stop fucking with my feelings

I...
          Like her.
          But this can't be true
          I'm not good enough
          I'm not worth it
          God fuckin damn it
          I LIKE YOU AND I'M SORRY FOR THAT

You were never meant to mean so much
          You were never meant to hurt so much
          But you do you know
          Do you know how hard it is
          Do you know how it feels
          To be grabbing on strands of life
          Telling yourself
          Forcing yourself
          To live
          That's how much it hurts
          So much I don't want to live
          Do you get that

I'm sorry.I'm sorry I'm not good enough.I'm sorry all I do is cause you more pain.I'm sorry everything is my fault.Honestly my fault.I'm sorry for wanting and expecting you to be there knowing you don't want to.I get it.It'll never be you.I'll leave.I'll go.I won't bother you anymore.