Jay

Something sexy about writing romantic poetry with a fountain pen in a dedicated book, not entirely sure why it just is

Bitches be looking at their favourite character, introspecting for five seconds and realising “oh shit that’s just actually me” 
          
          Hi. I’m bitches.

Asexuality and sexual attraction scans alarmingly well to human experience of eldritch horror and I will not elaborate here because the point is too nuanced in comparison but all my aces out there just know that y’all are the better unfathomable horror writers and you’re welcome 

I have been writing shitty poetry and doing little doodles to match and honestly I think that’s what we humans are made for, just making little useless things that bring us joy and show how we love and wonder at what is around us without any real skill or meaning. We just create. I love it so much

Never before did I think that doing a relatively poor rendition of my favourite song of the week would lead to such an intense self discovery as I achieved today. 

Anyone know where a writer can get their hands on a comprehensive list of things that aren’t allowed to enter archives for the sake of protecting the contents? 
          
          In case you couldn’t tell I’m not actually an archivist and I’m writing a story with archivists so… yeah. 

Anyone else a fog enjoyer? A mist lover? Just a real big thick air appreciator?

Stray Italian greyhound really do just be me right now huh 

I’m having a thorough art block right now, like I solidly hate everything I draw and a small part of me is filled with the existential dread that I need to be good at art because if I’m not good at art then I truly have nothing left and I’m not prepared to live a life of mediocrity and plain faced satiety in the face of an ever advancing capitalist system and my escapism has done me no favours in preparing me for this or for life as an independent person 

I sat down to write today and finished almost 3k words in a five hour zone out that left me both dehydrated and fully equipped to fight god. I will need approximately six months to recharge and seven abandoned project mana potions to do it again.