well__shit__

I'm a fucking idiot and i hate myself and this fucking world that makes me feel like shit. Also really tempted to self harm again.
          
          
          (yes this is basically a cry for help on a gucking reading site, I'm fucking pathetic)

Who's doing self harm again? It's this bastard

Hello I just wanted to congratulate u on the A comment chain on the spiderson wrong number book 

If any of you are todobaku shippers then you should definatly check out @a_walking_meme 's "blame it on me" it is awesome and greatly written and far too underappreciated for it. It is one of my faves  

Damn I hate social studies. But mostly because of my techer that doesn't teach us anything and spent the first two months of the year making us do presentations every lesson. Plus his hair looks like a beatles wig that had hisbangs cut too short

Bruh me toooo!!!! Cept I only got school and thats not even that great.

Shout out to my math teacher who is currently teaching online class in an harry potter costume plus hogwarts background. Absolut legend.
          
          
          
          (It's carneval here by the way)

My day:
          
          -staying up till ca 2am because I'm an idiot 
          -waking up with 4 hours of sleep to do the homework I procrastinated till then
          -nearly getting hit by a car on my way to school again
          -getting tortured by the teachers till 1pm
          -break
          -panicking in my afternoon class sause it's the last lesson before the test and still knowing nothing
          -unable to ask questions about the test cause....I.
          ...just...can't 
          -going home panicking
          -laying in my bed for an hour doing NOTHING
          -procrastinating even more
          -panicking 
          -trying to learn
          -mental breakdown
          .
          .
          .
          So yeah my day was shit and I'm gonna fail

Just made myself a paper crown. Why?
          
          
          
          
          
          Because I fucking deserve it, that's why.
          
          
          
          
          
          Also maybe because I'm kind of drunk, but let's ignore that.