Japanrry

the silence feels so loud in these hours when I believe nothing I've done makes sense

Cuando muera Mayo haré mi vida.
          Hoy ya es primero,
          Un cambio necesario.

I still miss you so damn much 
          I don't regret a thing I said
          But I still yearn your return 

I think its about time 
          I make that decision 
          And let us come to an end

I still have a pending decision to make,
          Or I might just enjoy it a little more while it lasts

November is showing its last days,
          Leaving a sweet flavour on the last sip,
          We finally met.

You came back
          But it didn't feel the same
          Now I'm stuck in my thoughts 
          Whether if I wanna give into you or not

May when October arrives
          It lets me say it,
          Hoping to see you again.

Why did I allow it for so long without an honest answer? 
          I'm so anxious 
          Just to think what I'm gonna do

          Please let this be it.