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8/29/2025
          	
          	I think i might have depression
          	
          	I hate my friends, they always invalidate shit.
          	When i try to say things to them they always say 'overr' or just laugh it off and characterize it as laziness. But no. I know that if it was laziness i would be happy when im laying down, not guilty, not forcing myself to move. Happy. They use me for money they ignore me othwerwise im so fucking done with this bullshit i just wanna fucking get it over with already damn it.
          	
          	Im so sorry to my dog, he deserves more than a fucking messy house and a depressed fucking owner who cant even be bothered to play with him im so sorry
          	
          	My teachers dont even notice shit they once again chalk up all my absences to laziness
          	Haha. I think im gonna fail this quarter ngl...
          	I dont even know anymore
          	
          	Im so sorry to my parents, for having a mess of a child. I hope that if i fail this quarter they wont be too dissapointed or mad
          	
          	Im sorry to my group mates who have to deal with my lackluster help.
          	
          	Im Sorry to everyone in my life, sorry that you have to deal with me at my apparent worse
          	
          	I wanna die, im just too afraid of how painful it is, and the consequences of a failed death.