wh0reforjenna0rtega

i swear my life sounds so fake omg

wh0reforjenna0rtega

i was going to update my James story today but i have roughly 100 words left to write i’m sorry i haven’t updated yet but i’ve been so unmotivated for anything recently and currently i’m in my basement watching for tornados it’s storming and the wind is 60-80 miles per hour
          
           i will try to get the chapter up tomorrow!! 

wh0reforjenna0rtega

my friends are slowly becoming more and more distant. We used to be as close as ever. now in school they barley talk to me, out of school, i’m the only one to ever text first and ask to hang out or anything and realizing that has been making me really sad ): 

Everything_is_Black0

If someone doesn’t talk to you in school, don’t talk to them out of school. That’s just a sign they’re using you as someone to sit beside and talk to when it suits them, and you’re so much better as a second option for them. No friends are so much better than fake friends. Trust me girl, I’ve been through it <3
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wh0reforjenna0rtega

yesterday at lunch people at my table were talking about how me and another person that sits with us only bring like 2 things for lunch. idk what they said before but one of them (who’s been my friend from when i was like 8) was like “It’s ok. I know she eats enough. I can tell just by when we hang out.” I’m literally so insecure about my weight right now too and i was trying to loose weight and im so sad now but i have no other friends during that lunch and i don’t want to sit alone so i’m still sitting with them </3

owned_by_cedric

WTF MY HEART IM SMILING SO HARD RN 
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owned_by_cedric

I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE
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wh0reforjenna0rtega

I HAVE AN IDEA FOR ANOTHER JAMES FIC BUT I KNOW I’M TO STRESSED RIGHT NOW I WOULDN’T EVER UPDATE IT WHILE I’M ALREADY DOING ONE 

Everything_is_Black0

Best advice is just to brain storm all your ideas and leave them until you have the time to write 
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wh0reforjenna0rtega

THERES THIS CREEPY TEACHER AT MY SCHOOL AND I JUST TRANSFERRED INTO HIS CLASS TUESDAY BUT YESTERDAY SOMEONE CAME UP TO HIM AND SAID “Mr. ******** you’re my 4th favorite teacher.” SO HE GOES “That’s all I get?! Kennedy (me) what do you think about that?” AND I JUST STOOD THERE AND LAUGHED AWKWARDLY OBVIOUSLY NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY AND HE TOLD THE KID “Kennedy is one of my favorite students and she just joined the class on Tuesday.” MIND YOU EVERYONE THINKS HES A PEDO SO NOW I DON’T WANNA GO TO CLASS TODAY 

wh0reforjenna0rtega

GUYS I SAW SOMEONE AT SCHOOL TODAY AND THEY LOOKED ALMOST EXACTLY LIKE YOUNG SIRIUS BLACK AND ACTED LIKE HIM IM IN LOVE 
          
          but anyways i’m working on my new story rn and i’m hoping to get there first chapter up tonight (: 

wh0reforjenna0rtega

@Everything_is_Black0 guys are so annoying i’m so sorry that happened :( but i’d say don’t leave college it’s most likely going to be worth it in the future for you, if anything switch colleges 
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Everything_is_Black0

@pr0ngsishot I feel like leaving college because all the boys are neds and one of them harassed me 
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wh0reforjenna0rtega

@Everything_is_Black0 if james were there to i’d leave but i can handle just one 
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wh0reforjenna0rtega

update on my last message:
          so the reason i came to the ER is bc i was on my kitchen table bench and trying to let me dog in, i was sitting down but i was towards the end of the bench. I leaned over to the door and fell off of the bench, i hit my head on the hinges of the door and it cut open slightly. it was a small cut but a cut nonetheless. they glued it shut and made me stay for 2 hours to watch over me or wtv  anyways i’m still here but about to leave. 
          
          i’m fine though, just have a small headache 

Everything_is_Black0

So glad you’re okay! <3 
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