wh0rish-activities

double majoring is so tiring sometimes, like i don't even get a summer break cus I'm taking back-to-back semesters... why? so that i wont have 7 classes per semester this up-coming school year, and to top it off all of these classes are work heavy

me when doing OF isnt just taking silly lil pics of myself and i actually have to do promo and put time and energy into it :(

why is literally every story under the daddy issues tag sexual. i checked it out out of curiosity, and omfg it jus pissed me off even more than i alr was prior to checking. it's the way i can almost guarantee 95% of the writers of those stories don't  have daddy issues, cus if they did they'd know better than to continue perpetuating the idea of it being cute and sexy. like, having daddy issues isn't just some funny little quirk that makes you kinky and fun to be around, it affects who you are and the relationships you have with people. and i mean don't get me wrong, i love smut as much as all the other bitches on this god forsaken app, but i hate when certain things are exclusively written off as sexual when they shouldn't be. having daddy issues isn't fun, it's trauma.

U and I are besties now hugs and kisses 

also, none of the stuff i post here is generally not very cohesive because i tend to write them in the 4-7am range after not sleeping the entire night so i apologize for that lol

being fully single is weird, cus like its not like we were fully official, i was never called his girlfriend or boyfriend or anything, and we were never exclusive but idk it jus feels different. like, i haven't been this alone in 4 years, i don't have anyone to say i love you to anymore, im left with one friend i talk to maybe once a month (he was both my partner and best friend), and i don't have that comfort in sameness. i know i have more opportunities with other people now, cus i wasn't really interested in anyone other than him relationship wise (sexually,, i had hoes as well as him but ntp) so maybe i'll meet someone new that i can actually give my full attention to,, but i worry it's not gonna be the same... i mean i hope it wouldn't be the same, cus he's a toxic asshole even though i still love and care for him, but there were good parts to him too i mean, i fell for him for a reason (ignoring the manipulation). i don't really know where to go from here, and i hate that he has so many vulnerable parts of me left with him

y'all ,, i did it, i finally broke things off with him, i, what the fuck do i do now

me when i spontaneously combust and turn into a bunch of bats

You intrigue me…
          (I mean this in the most no creepy way)

sorry i just read your bio, and umm……if you want to…not that you have to…id just like to…if you’re up for it…possibly…maybe…i dont fucking know…maybe you wanna…maybeyouwannapossiblybemyfriend?
          
          
          yep…not changing that at all.