I am the human contradiction.
I have no self confidence, yet I have a massive ego.
I want to turn my life around, yet I want to die.
I want to be the best at everything, yet I don't wanna try.
I want people to think I have no weakness, yet all I want to do is cry.
I want to stop hurting myself, but that's all I seem to do.
I don't want people seeing my scars, yet I want them to know I'm scared.
When I wake up I wan't to be happy, but I don't wanna wake up anymore.
                                                                                                            -G.S.