whatsonmymind034

Guys I just watched Good Will Hunting which is a masterpiece, BUT Will and Skylar remind me of what Kyung-Jun and his love (us/reader ofc) would be like, like Will being so deflecting and defensive and pushing her away bc he’s afraid and even when she knows he loves her and asks him to say it, he denies it like THAT’S LITERALLY KYUNG-JUN!!! 

whatsonmymind034

Guys I just watched Good Will Hunting which is a masterpiece, BUT Will and Skylar remind me of what Kyung-Jun and his love (us/reader ofc) would be like, like Will being so deflecting and defensive and pushing her away bc he’s afraid and even when she knows he loves her and asks him to say it, he denies it like THAT’S LITERALLY KYUNG-JUN!!! 

rainsoughtflowers

thinking about kyungjun saying “you’re the only thing i can throw away” when leaving reader HAHAHAHA im unwell 

rainsoughtflowers

@whatsonmymind034 maybe he’s TRYIJG to cuz he thinks it’s for the best but reader is like uh no LOL cuz they are stubborn and know him too well
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whatsonmymind034

LEAVING READER NO I always think of him saying stuff like this their relationship so filled with downs bc he can’t open up and let himself feel etc but I started writing the story and I’m making it more comical and fluffy but I know I’ll have the urge to write something like that bc it can’t be helped when writing kyung-jun and reader 
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whatsonmymind034

Going to ramble for a bit, I rlly want to write an actual story for Kyung-Jun x reader outside of the mafia game, it would be a cute story of them in high school growing closer etc. Maybe incorporating reader having dreams of the mafia game which is a catalyst for growing closer to him, but I wouldn’t be focusing on the game, I want to have him be less intense in this and make the story fluffy… BUT! I literally struggle so bad with being motivated and I don’t have much experience with writing but I also want it to be like perfect  Anyways, pls lmk if this 1st even sounds interesting, and 2nd any fellow writers pls give some tips to like drafting, staying motivated, and getting better at writing would be helpful bc I also suck at writing dialogue, I can only do narration and description I swear 

rainsoughtflowers

@whatsonmymind034 BROOOOI i love this idea so much i can imagine kyung-jun being really rattled or confused by these dreams and it’s affecting him physically (more angry outbursts, can’t sleep at night, etc) and they find comfort in each other when they realize they are both having nightmares :(( i think such a cute scene would be kyung jun or reader being afraid to fall asleep, but if they are together (bringing back the naptime) they sleep peacefully :(((
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whatsonmymind034

OOO THIS IS GOOD my idea was for it to take place after se-eun’s death and the mafia game but ofc nobody remembers but reader has these dreams about it, like at the beginning of every chapter, and in them her and kyung-jun got close and tried protecting each other etc. also yoon-seo would have the dreams too bc yeah, and maybe kyung-jun too bc then that would add to why they both like feel inclined to get close to one another bc it’s like fate or sth pulling them tg… anyways I also though wouldn’t want to have the mafia game as a plot where they all figure out it was real etc, it would just stay as like these confusing dreams. But I have ideas for cute moments between them in school like during gym class ahh
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rainsoughtflowers

okay but like what if,,,THEY BOTH have dreams about this mafia game 
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rainsoughtflowers

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hey you should totally write a one shot based on my lovely liar where reader can hear lies and kyung-jun is saying all this mean shit to make her go away but HES OBVIOUSLY LYING HAHHAHAHAH just a suggestion ❤️

rainsoughtflowers

@whatsonmymind034 YES AND LIKE IT HURTS CUZ HES SAYING ALL THESE THINGS BUT SHE KNOWS HE DOESNT MEAN IT AND SHE WONDERS WHY HES TRYING TO PUSH HER AWAY AND AAAHHHHH
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whatsonmymind034

I HEARD OF THAT DRAMA, same main guy from study group right? I don’t rlly know anything about it but omg that sounds so angsty but sweet like he’s just yelling and trying to keep her away from him despite his internal feelings
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