so im not gonna write a whole essay but as you guys may know jahseh is dead.. all i can say is that im hurt. its sad to say that i barely found out about him last year. i spent my whole summer reading fanfictions about him and listening to his music especially his old songs.. i love his old songs. i can't say that ive ever been severely depressed but his music made me feel sympathy for those who do have depression and suicidal thoughts and it made me more aware i started being more observant and helpful. not only did his music make me feel that but it made me feel something, it was a feeling i cant describe. and i know that there are people all across the whole entire world that feel horrible, empty. i send my condolences out to his mother and ski. when the news about Jahseh had started rising, ski went live. he was crying, you could hear the hurt in his voice i could've bawled my eyes out like a baby. i also know that there are people thinking of taking their lives, please don't. X wouldn't want that. if any of you are thinking of that please reach out to me. with that being said... rest easy Jahseh.
i love you, my dear