oh my god. the finale. i have never been more angry in my life at the ending. i cried my eyes out why did they have to show all of those sad moments. the only good part of the episode was the japril reunion and the amelia and kai kiss. thats literally it. i stg if meredith ruins her relationship with nick cuz shes scared of being happy i will be so mad. also, everyone is manipulating and guilt tripping mer into staying at grey sloan even tho she rlly wants to leave. like let her move on jesus