whereissanz

I need to say something clearly, because this has been bothering me for a while.
          	
          	I don't enjoy reading—and I will never write—Hamza or Jaskirat as controlling, toxic, overly possessive, or anything involving non-con or dub-con.
          	
          	He killed twelve men because they as$aulted his sister. He went to jail for them. He almost went through it himself. That man would never, ever be the perpetrator of that kind of violence.
          	
          	I understand creative liberty and character interpretation. But his past matters. His trauma matters. His fight for justice matters.
          	
          	If you enjoy reading him written that way, or if you think I would ever write something like that, please unfollow me. 
          	
          	I am not the creator for you.

Adaerra

@whereissanz ya me too i mean ya i get the dark energy thing and yes hamza definitely and jassi too had this viciousness so i dont think they would ever be anything but green flags but yes jealous and possessive healthy level yes.
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Adaerra

HI yes sorry for commenting becuz i thought waha zyada clogging hogi but loving this hamza. Urs hers and another doodhsoda hamza u guys are rocking  and now are the three goddesses for me . Love his sense of humor which i bet u would love too as u are . And uff he is actually making an effort to woo which we did not see properly in the movie and he is well matched with a good lead no offence to yalina. And his and rizwan bond yaar he is true best friend . I wonder how hamza reached here as he doesnt have jamali damad but i gues neither were arshad and rehman . Hope for operational purposes these two get married. Also eagerly waiting for ur own fic . Also i dont whether u know but there are many good fics on tumblr too like this is just me advertising for my gals there.

whereissanz

@Adaerra Jamali is his handler, so... He helped Hamza. 
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Adaerra

Hi hope u are doing well . OK so as per the fic sanaz was born in 1987 so in 2013 as thats when nawas sharif came in power she must be 26? do i have it right

whereissanz

@Adaerra yes I'm fine and she's 26! Baaki ka book mein padh lena.
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Adaerra

and what are her qualifications and family status
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Adaerra

also ok i need ideas or u know suggestions and as ur fic has already made me fall in love with idea of OC sorry in advance but this is gonna be long. u can give ur own idea or 2 about what we can do after ur own fic has hamza not carrying the burden alone and i really want to cover that gremlin does a good job in romance hamlina but spy yalina is diff. as of now she is busy in her tests and i cant think of how to approach their meeting becuz our yalina is mature and experienced and tasked by RAW to spy on an unreliable asset. i dont want it to be hot older guy trapping even if she goes along with it becus it doesnt fit our yalina even as a cover . so what sketch we have is that this hamza who just like urs never had a relation is struck with lightening bolt with this wily yalina even if he is still mission oriented and yes this yalina knows he is deathrow prisoner who RAW thinks needs to be watched for long term cover . let me know ur thoughts on this.  Wait here in this OC yalina is second generation spy if u are interest check my chats with ib gremlin https://www.tumblr.com/ib-gremlin/817238906592477184/hi-this-is-not-a-question-just-me-typing-to-get?source=share. and this too https://www.tumblr.com/ib-gremlin/817968275903463424/hiii-can-you-write-something-maybe-a-drabble-or?source=share . it would be great if u check these out but its too detailed and scattered but u might get summary from what i wrote in this box so yeah want to know ur thoughts about it.

Adaerra

no no RAW agent like as someone who watched and researched a lot on cold war spies illegals and second gen spies so i am applying that it makes sense if jameel who himself is old and established himself might recruit his daughter who unlike him born raised in elite of pakistan can go to places where not everyone can like kind of sehmat type she is second gen spy for india not isi never
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whereissanz

@Adaerra wait you wanna make her an ISI agent? (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠) I'm sorry if I'm interpreting it wrong. But in general, I guess you can work with that. I haven't really watched Pathan or Tiger so I don't know.
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Adaerra

hi u know who i am ok if u are okay with it i want u to u know give an insight about ur two female leads - sanaz and OC of surmae

whereissanz

@Adaerra For Hamza, however, comfort comes first. Even if it was something as simple as a doctor caring for him. I believe they are both starved for intimacy. In his pov chapter, he stated that it was not love. It was just... something he couldn't identify. Not every form of comfort is love, and not every type of love is romantic. He might have become attached to her hairband because it reminded him of being vulnerable and cared for, even if only for a few minutes.
            
            Of course, he does not fall in love with every doctor he meets, but not every doctor has the courage to tie his hair on the first meeting. Again, mission first: get closer to her and Dawood's syndicate, extract information, and do regular agent work. But, like all humans, he develops feelings. Sometimes much more than we expected.
            
            A person can love while lying; loving someone does not imply that the betrayal or feelings were false; this is human nature. And I believe that is the honest form of love, in which you allow yourself to be vulnerable enough to be comforted while maintaining your integrity. Love does not always heal; instead, it teaches.
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whereissanz

@Adaerra We already know Sanaz is full of snark and has a no-nonsense attitude. It could be armour to protect herself, mixed with her natural self. One thing I admire about her is that she does not perform femininity in the way that society expects a woman to. She's intelligent, but she's also young and human. Her feelings for Hamza are not motivated by pity or attraction; rather, they stem from a realization that there may still be hope, that someone can still love her despite the world burning around them.
            
            Her insight comes first, and while she is cautious at first, she eventually lets go. But that doesn't mean she'll abandon what she needs to do. We'll go into greater detail about her in the following chapters.
            
            Her insight comes first, and while she is cautious at first, she eventually lets go. But that doesn't mean she'll abandon what she needs to do. We'll go into greater detail about her in the following chapters.
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whereissanz

@Adaerra I didn't think about it much, though. It was a one-shot idea I had. For the SHIDDAT/Seherzadi case, I believe his biggest mistake was lying. Which, of course, was operational, so you understand that she seeks truth even if it hurts her, because clarity allows you to decide what to do next. I'm not sure about the happy ending because he was still under R&AW when my one-shot ended, and she was monitored even after she moved to Vancouver. So, even if she believes she has escaped the system, she probably hasn't. 
            
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TheHasthaNakshatra

Babes you my favorite writer!!!!(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) never stop writing!!! 

whereissanz

@Tharali_Tharali omgg thank you so much babe <33 love you too (⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠)
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TheHasthaNakshatra

Meri jaan update kab aayega♡^⁠_⁠^

whereissanz

@Tharali_Tharali soon! I'm done writing the next chapters.
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ohmygoddt

hi bbg , do you plan to release one shots for other characters as well?

ohmygoddt

noo bbg it’s not a collab request. I was just suggesting the idea if you like it and like I’ve written the plot like the base idea above, you can interpret it as you want if you like it
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whereissanz

@ohmygoddt yeah I can, I guess. You can tell me the plot/premise. And is this like a collab or request? 
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pHANdistellw

Why did u cancel martyr?? I was waiting for it a long time 

whereissanz

@pHANdistellw omg thank you (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠)
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pHANdistellw

@whereissanz Omg thats sad your skz fics were so amazing I was sooo hyped for Martyr   best of luck on your new path I might check out your new writing anyway  (I do hope you'll cross paths with SKZ fics again in the future lol)
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whereissanz

@pHANdistellw oh I'm so sorry if you're bothered by this. My priorities are shifting a bit and I don't think I want to write SKZ fanfics anymore. :') I'm still a Stay, but I guess that's it. I might create some bots on c.ai here and there, though. 
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