whineyard

Maybe I just need a friend, maybe I dont need friebds after all

Shitty landfill like vibes intensifies. Am I just dumping all the miserable things I've found inside of me? You can tell I'm procrastinating, the plan was to procrastinate with an anime but now I'm procrastinating on that too. The "I just can't energy" stays winning

my process: cringes at myself picks myself up at the middle of the night and starts cheering bcs something random that I found adorable 

the greatest estate developer is art, its a full course meal meant to last you and your progeny, should you choose to have them. i have never enjoyed myself this much, i genuinely cannot fathom what we did to deserve this in our lifetime but im glad im alive to see it
            also novels extra is showing way too much promise, darn im so mad i read it now, the feels if i got a few hundred chapters more- not sure what id do with myself but yeah that thought does leave me frothing at the mouth

Kinda crying in "help im not a minor anymore"  weird milestone reached but what do I do with it? Do I flinch less at the minors dni?? I still feel like one tho
            
            Traumatized ppl syndrome thingy still kicking my butt </3

Dreams of c3 kaeya dashed just like that, watching his con sitting in the shop wistfully cos I lost a pity and had to dip into kaeya con savings, I'm sorry cocky ice bridge dude that detests running but gives a running stamina passive anyway, I love you and I'll get you next time.
            BYE gonna cry about how my exms will be going on when his skin gets released 

Familiarity breeds contempt they say I hate that I love this (I am so misusing the qoute but nobodys there to stop me) 

Unrelated (or is it? as javathecup says, always keep em guessing hehe)
            
            Why is Ness from blue lock so perfect, I haven't even met him in the canon manga but I just know I love him to shreds
            
            THERE WERE LIKE FIFTY DUDES AND I HAD TO GO AND FALL FOR THE SIMP AAAAAAAAAAAA 

Oh how I want want want updates on fly me to the moon, I stole the number one rankers soul, the princess pretends to be trash, netkama punch(!), return of blossoming blade, freaking ending maker season 2 when, the villainess will not flirt with the male lead (it's so good help!?), the beast tamed  by the villainess (may look like the epitome of hot shit but I love it) 

Aspiring to be the most charming man alive rn
            Just look at the mirth in his eyes, I cannot disappoint him in any ways (am I talking to my pfp? Where the heck did you draw that conclusion from, eh?) 

I am back to my dark hair dark eyes dark clothes dude era.