I am not going to be updating or even looking at "A Depression Story" for the time being. After a little while, I may end up hiding it for a while.
I want to say that I am much better now, knowing that there are a lot of people who really care. My depression has lifted for a while and has improved even in the span of a day.
The reason being is I realized what I was missing through the foggy clouds of depression. What I wasn't truly seeing because of it.
One of my main depression reasons was because relationship issues. It seemed as though my bf was ignoring me or didn't want to be around me anymore. Almost as though I was boring to him. After having a true mental breakdown, I talked to him about it.
He went through his big huge speech that really lifted my spirits, knowing that it wasn't the truth. Knowing what I thought was right was wrong.
I want to thank everyone who was concerned. I realize now what I had lost through the mist. What I was blind to the whole time.
I'm going to be getting back to swimming and possibly even joining a youth group. I'm not sure at the moment (since I'm not a religious person and haven't been to church in years. Don't really plan on it either.) But yeah. I'm trying to get my life back on track. <3
Thank you.
