EclecticFear

Holy hell it's been four years. Mark it baby.

About done with my real book! Finished the cover and got about 80-90 pages of material! :) All I gotta do now is write a bit more and find a suitable publisher. It will be hard to find one, lest the quality matters of said publisher as well. 
          
          I want all of you to know, whether anyone is reading or not, how appreciative of this app I am. I used this app as a means of experimenting with styles, trial and error, trial and error, and some more trial and error. 
          
          I may or may not post again. 
          
          Hell, I rarely do so I doubt many would care; 
          
          I will however look every now and then in case anyone laments, which, is doubtful lmao. 
          
          When I do publish it I will post it on here still. The work is the most beautiful thing I’ve created in my short life really. 
          
          :) Have a damn good journey. 

2 in the morning thoughts: 
          
          To acknowledge your value as a human being, one must accept one’s gift and own voice within the world. However, such an acceptance can be deemed painful; no one is to redeem or affirm it but a few souls willing to look. 
          
          Everything within that art becomes full of pain. The very thing used as a way to express oneself becomes locked within the very artist; writing to express the very pain that writing has caused, becoming almost an endless cycle of pain and anguish founded in the art one once loved. 
          
          I wrote such a poem, or three as a series, and expressed it as such. Though rarely do I post anymore on here, I am writing. My value has actual ground. Not many people can write such as I do, which is why I cannot post freely. 
          
          I doubt anyone is listening, and those who do will shake their heads in affirmation, or with a voice as feeble as my own, and everything else will echo off, almost endless in silence. 
          
          Nothing has changed. 

I like the new set up they got with the message board notifications. Also curious: How many of my followers are still active? 

Hey!

Most nights nonsensical thoughts blend with one another keeping me up for almost a needless amount of hours. 
          
          The art’s been wasted. The rust grows and grows. Nature isn’t so bad; waste isn’t so bad. Maturity sometimes is needed before sharpening the tool to wield it. 

In case anyone was wondering, I have been writing.
          
          Just not so much on Wattpad anymore. Rarely did I get much attention on this app in the first place so it never mattered too much. 
          
          If anyone personally wanted me to post again then I gladly would. All I wanted to say. :)

I absolutely hate when people spam their story.

@zemblanity- my bad lmao usually it just does it for me 

I mean I posted two poems last week. Im just hella busy lol. If ya want more updates on myself and have a twitter ya can add me. (Im still not on it all the time but im atleast a bit more consistent).