Like, I've been on wattpad for all my life reading kpop fanfics from second gen idols up until new rookie idols and I just don't want to imagine it happening in real life, it's a reason why it's called fiction my life felt like one big joke when my idols who I have looked up to and motivated me had their reputations tarnished I had been having jonghyun as a bias since I was 12 and him being in the police for a couple of times was nothing to me but knowing he does things with his fans mortified me. I don't know, it just disappoints me sorry, it's not like I can go anywhere to talk about this wattpad is like a second home to me and a part of me growing up
