In the past I had a toxic friend. She was manipulative and could be cruel, but she could also be SO fun. I never had to wonder who I would spend holidays with when she was around. Then, for my mental health I cut her off. That was about a year ago. It was really hard to feel so isolated all the time over the months. Yet, today on the 4th of July, I'm alone again. I thought of her, but this time I don't miss her or wish I was with her. Progress. Happy 4th, y'all! <3