MYLES ツ

hi!! I know you haven’t been active in a while but I hope you’re doing well when/if you see this <3

hi everyone! life update i guess ??
          
          first of all, i got top surgery !! cannot explain how much relief i've gotten from it like, i feel like an actual living human being now it's so weird. i'm about 2 months post-op and everything went good (despite a couple small complications) and i'm healing really well now ((:
          
          slightly less fun update: even after surgery my mental health is pr much in the gutter. lost all motivation for the things i love which rlly sucks especially now that i have a new motivation to actually live my life since having surgery. also discovered that i've almost definitely got ADHD and i'm working on getting a diagnosis but waiting lists are ridiculous lol. let's hope help comes v soon bc i am struggling wew
          
          i won't lie, i haven't written anything properly (bar a shit 911 fix-it on ao3) since around about the time i finished earfquake, and that sucks because the one thing i love more than anything is writing. i'm trying my best to get back into it by trying new things and also trying to pick up old projects i never got to release
          
          i really hope to give you guys something soon (if anyone remembers me that is lol) but i don't know. i'm trying,,,,,,
          
          missed being here, hoping to be around more!
          
          i hope you're all doing well and had a nice summer <3
          
          Myles

finally unpublished earfquake. i just wanna say thank you to everyone who read it, it was at 255K and to me that is just crazy i can’t believe how much ppl liked it and how much love everyone gave (even though there were several plot holes fhsjdhsj). if anyone was still reading, im sorry, i explained why i needed to do it in my last post. im rewriting, so you’ll see jordan and stiles again someday! 
          
          i havent been doing good recently which is why ive been so absent but i have been writing when my brain allows me to and im hoping to come back soon

just letting everyone know that i will be unpublishing earfquake at some point in the next few weeks, i’m rewriting it at the minute and although the original will always hold a special place in my heart i can’t help but cringe anytime i remember people Actually Read It because my ability as a writer has developed so so much since i wrote earfquake and the thought of that being the only representation of what i’m capable of writing is just fhakfhsjsn yknow?

me: gets a sudden burst of motivation to write
          my laptop: so heres the thing bestie,,,,,,, ur hard drive? broken. ur data (including all notes for earfquake sequel)? gone forever.
          
          haha im having such a good time everything is so ok /s

hi, again not dead just been going through a lot. idk when i’ll be back to writing, probably not for a while - i’m sorry @ everyone waiting for the earfquake sequel

hi my mental health took a dip so thats why ive been missing. idk when ill be back it wont be anytime soon just updating ppl that im unfortunately not dead lol

just wondering but is the second book to earfquake published? i just finished today and went to look but i can’t find it anywhere but i also can’t use wattpad so that might be why lmao

young royals.
          
          the end.

idk if im leaving wattpad or what but life has been . just weird the past few months n i really haven't been writing much at all ... i want to write (i literally spend 90% of my days coming up with plots and ideas and scenes for my wips) but it feels like i just ,,,,, can't ??