hi everybody!
first i want to say i’m very sorry for not updating, i promise i have an explanation
as a young girl i’ve always struggled with my mental health, as a solution i turned to writing (maybe not the most healthy solution) i used it to distract myself from my feelings and what upset me, very quickly this book because a hyper-fixation and i was obsessed with everything around it, rather then getting better and focusing on me i put all my attention to this, very quickly it became a chore rather then something i loved to be doing, i lost the feeling and love in the later chapters and it felt as though i was just writing because i felt i had too, i love writing, and i wanted the magic of it back
this may also seem very insignificant to some people but i am also a very big liam payne/one direction fan, and his death hit me hard, one direction was the only distraction i’ve never grown bored of, i grew up dancing to them with my big sister and even now just before liam’s death i did the same, now it’s a little different, listening to the music upsets me rather then helps me
everybody struggles with different things at different levels and this just hit me hard, liam was my safe space and my comfort person, it feels as though i’ve lost a best friend
i promise this book will be updated, i just need to get my love for writing and my energy back
it means so incredibly much to me that you guys miss this book and love it, makes me feel very proud of myself and that’s something i needed
i’ll be back soon, thank you all for understanding and being patient
love you all very much x
- r xx
