currently thinking about how i gaslighted myself into thinking the motion sensor in my lounge was actually a camera that was connected to the computer of the person that i like. like i genuinely thought this for at least 8 months and i never did anything in front of it because i was afraid they would see. i still stop myself from doing embarrassing stuff too because it became so engrained in my head.
thinking about how my dad used to be a door to door vacuum salesman when my mom was pregnant and he was trying to get through med school while being a high school science teacher