Alyssa

Hey babe. Just wanted to appreciate you for reading my fic. Love you and stay safe! PM me if you need anything ❤️❤️

<<<Just walked past her and can confirm it was in fact the blue Harry crew

I just followed a girl through the hallway bc I thought she was wearing a blue Harry crew neck. The mystery remains unsolved for now. Update late

Just added someone to my purge list

First time eating today and it’s so so good I’m just not hungry at all

I get to leave school in 20 minutes only to ask my mom for $50 and take me to Chicago only to get rejected. She’s gonna tell me no I just know it

I’M LITERALLY IN SCHOOL RN I’M SHAKING

WTF IS GOING ON SOMEONE ON IG IS TRYING TO GIVE ME A TICKET IDEK IF I CAN GO WTF I PROBABLY CANT EVEN GO

My day is so shit already. I really did not want to even come today because there’s a dumb pep rally and I was just exhausted bc I literally had a panic attack in the shower last night. So I couldn’t stay home and I literally cried with tired eyes. Then I sprayed perfume into my eye then I couldn’t find a fucking mask for school. On top of that Harry has 2 fucking shows in Chicago 2 hours away from me and I can’t go and I would literally do anything to go and it just hurts. I genuinely have no motivation to watch him on livestreams, I don’t want to bc it makes me miserable but I can’t just sit there knowing he’s playing and not watch it so I always end up watching when I don’t want to. now I’m literally gonna spend all day in school trying not to cry. And to top it all off just found out I forgot my headphones so can’t even listen to music all day. Like wtf also someone just teased me with tickets so I’m super sad now 

I can’t even enjoy Harry on lives rn bc I feel like I’m gonna have a panic attack or something