I keep trying to forget about liam being gone, but it's making it hard to even think about him because I'm so used to pushing those thoughts away. Happy birthday payno, and im sorry you didn't get a proper celebration xx
@whoreforwhorean I woke up this morning and he was the first thing I thought abt. and to make matters worse my birthday is three days from.now so my mind is gonna be occupied with it. I still can't believe he's gone it genuinely pains my heart every time I remember