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Since today is September, I'm making a Christmas playlist. Just call me optimistic today, okay? And then I'm genuinely feeling myself rn, as if who the heck wouldn't? Christmas is only 4 months away.AH and I see myself listening to the music on my headphones while strolling down a snowy road in New York, where there are gigantic Christmas trees everywhere, ah my fondest fantasy! If I was indoors, I was making hot chocolate and drinking it in front of my hearth with a furry and very comfortable blanket wrapped around me while listening to Frank Sinatra or any Christmas orchestra on my record player and watching the skyline of New York while it was snowing, little baby snowflakes, ahhh my dream fucking life. If I find myself outdoors again, I'll go to the quietest location of all, the library, my safe haven. I'm going to go there with my headphones and a coffee while reading the cutest book couple and spend the real Christmas at my house alone, and I'll be the happiest person on the planet, or if I have friends, I'm probably going to invite them to my flat and I'll be the cook and we'll play a lot of games and drink the Christmas away!!! What an incredible life! That's all I've been thinking about since September arrived, but I also envision my future Christmas on my work, spending it behind the kitchen as all the clients stream in, and spending the last minute of Christmas on some bar with some hot dude who will smack the crap out of me and never see him again. Unfortunately, I live in a tropical area where snow is not possible. another motivation to get that certificate and leave my country.