whosxandra

my mom found my brother's geek bar AGAIN, i can't w/ this kid. he doesn't even realize it yet

whosxandra

this message may be offensive 
Pretty sure the club volleyball team i played for last season ruined my confidence as a middle blocker. I used to not give a shit about my hits and they were perfect, but all of the sudden one of my coaches started pointing out flaws. Like, my approach was too quick or my footing was wrong. Then they switched me from being a middle to a rightside hitter, i think that was my breaking point. I'm too anxious to hit in the middle now, my jump is always too forward or I'm late and can't jump. I'm never playing there again

whosxandra

this message may be offensive 
i was just getting boba with my mom and uncle and i had to physically hold myself back from singing when the store speakers started playing RULER OF MY HEART FROM ALNST!!!! i was so fucking happy omg

whosxandra

i hate how one day i'm the happiest i can be and the next my depression gets horrible and the sucidal thoughts are all i think about. I know i desperatly need help, like a therapist or smth, but i don't want people walking on eggshells around me. I'd rather wait 4 years till I'm an adult and privately go to a therapist i'm paying for (bc all the therapists for minors tell your parents everything or so I've heard) than have everyone know I'm almost always severely depressed.

whosxandra

@Werollingwithit aww thank you, you're one of my best friends too <33
• Reply

Werollingwithit

@whosxandra not sure abt over ur end but ik that here therapists have to tell parents if u are going to hurt yourself bc it is a safeguarding issue however everything else is confidential (or should be), I also know that we have specific organisations that give you someone to talk to for free (like over the phone) honestly no idea if u have anything like that in America tho, obv it is completely understandable that u would wanna wait but please be careful, ur one of my best friends and I will always be here for you even if an entire ocean (very rudely) separates us <33
• Reply

ElephantMagic314

I FOUND YOUR ACCOUNT YAYY! lol id been wondering where your old one had gone, thats so annoying that you lost it again!? how've you been?

whosxandra

@ElephantMagic314 i'm happy to hear you're doing alright :DD
• Reply

ElephantMagic314

im doin alright! better now that schools out and I have a bit more loose time :))
• Reply

whosxandra

@ElephantMagic314 HIII!!! i'm great, hru!! :)))
• Reply