Alex Ikkust

ok but that one girl in the drama i'm watching (she's the mc) who literally has her ex boyfriend confessing to her and talking about really deep stuff yet she only looks at him to get back her drink that he took because was drinking too much.
          Like my dude is talking and all and she only cares about her glass
          And i fucking love that coz this girl is one of the only characters that actually let go of their exes and leave their lives 

new chapter on my dumb decisions : it is currently 2:36am and after seeing some edits of Avatar i'm gonna watch the 2h45minutes movie again (thankfully it's the holidays)
          wish me good luck

Ok i'll start by saying that I *am* indeed alive
          
          Then i'll say that this whole text is honestly just a big rant
          
          Anyways here i go :
          i have a oral group project in english for tomorrow (which is not my first language) so like my friend's my roommate so we're working on it but its currently almost midnight (we wake up at 6:30) and we're clearly not done
          
          Also we started school again today lol so we have to get back in motivated mood (i had finally gone back to eating normally again but in just and evening i've ingested sooooo many junk food because of stress eating lol. thankfully my mind doesn't seem to hate myself for now so that's cool)
          
          Did i mention we only started this tonight (like we looked it up a bit but that's all) ? Like we had 2 weeks of holidays and before that 2hours of supposed working time in class (i was absent tho so we couldn't work much even if i called to try and listen to the class) and yet we started tonight. To be fair we do live 2hours from each other and only saw the other for parties lol so honestly i think we're not doing so bad
          
          Ohhhh and i might just add that i procrastinate a lot (yeah it's obvious but like let me explain myself). Like normally i'm in dorms except for the weekend so i can motivate myself to work and it actuallty works this year. At home tho (so weekends and holidays) my anxiety makes me avoid my ork until the last minute. For exemple i started my homework for today last night at 11:30pm (as in almost midnight).
          Good thing is i actually probably have learning facilities whic helps a lot and i can work quite well even when i procrastinate (like i probably aced my test in physics today although i learned for it last night and we'll probably have one of the best grades in english tomorrow) but yeah it is still a problem and considering i'm looking at very big schools i'm probably gonna have to work on it.
          
          Anyways now that i'm done ranting i'm gonna go and help my friend with her part lol
          
          Hope yall are good <333

Lmao i went on my sofa upstairs to get some wifi but now my cat is sleeping on my legs and i can't move even if it's 3:30 and i just want to sleep TwT

Has anyone read 19 days ? It's a great manga, wish my life was in this universe ! Anyways just a vent post because they have the type of friendship i dream of but know i will probably never have.. (same for relationships like they are sooooooo cute!!!!!)

Ok but am I the only one not motivated for 2023 ??
          Like everyone about me is talking about how they wanna change etc. I'm not even sure I'll make it to next Christmas and tbh i don't even want to so yeah why the f*ck would 2023 be a good thing??