whyusoshyy

Idk how to do this anymore. It’s too much. I’m pathetic. I say the wrong stuff all the time. I’m shivering and crying. Liam is dead. And I thought everything was going to get better. It didn’t. But I need to function. How. How are all of these people happy. And I’m sitting here, belittling myself.

whyusoshyy

@louified yes exactly and thank you <333 *hugging you back* 
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louified

@whyusoshyy i feel the same way. It feels like our comfort place is no more. I hope you feel better soon *sending you a big hug* :(( 
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Mey_r28

Hruuu

whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 reallllllll
            Im just hoping for hs4 in 2025 tbh that’s all I’m asking for
            Sounds fun 
            I feel so bad seeing everyone’s 2024 recaps and my recap is like „so well I cried a lot and yeah“
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Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy yeah tbh I feel like a lot happened but I can't remember any of it
            Nothing rn I'll see if there's sonic the hedgehog on replay and if not, I'll watch a stupid mouse ig
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whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 2024 was intense tbh and I feel like after october everything went downhill 
            Oooo what are you watching?
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Mey_r28

I'm too lazy to scroll thru my mb but AHH WHICH CONCERT and nothing is happening tbh I'm skiing rn and then I'll go home and study

Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy AHHHH that sounds so good I hope you'll go and enjoyy
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whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 you are famous tho your mb is so full
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Mey_r28

Also go to sleep wtf

Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy GOODNIGHT BYEEE
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Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy OH SHUT UP IT'S THE SAME FOR YOU AND IT'S HOLIDAYS
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Mey_r28

and I'm giving you my sweater ❤️

Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy I ammm I usually sleep at midnight fyi so I'm good✨
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whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 thank you, I feel like I really needed to hear this. I’m hoping for the best and trying to think that I’m not as stupid but idk 
            Skiing is so fun omg and good luck with your exams <33333
            I could say the same thing to youuuuuuuu u should sleep too
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Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy and go to sleeeeeep
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whyusoshyy

Idk how to do this anymore. It’s too much. I’m pathetic. I say the wrong stuff all the time. I’m shivering and crying. Liam is dead. And I thought everything was going to get better. It didn’t. But I need to function. How. How are all of these people happy. And I’m sitting here, belittling myself.

whyusoshyy

@louified yes exactly and thank you <333 *hugging you back* 
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louified

@whyusoshyy i feel the same way. It feels like our comfort place is no more. I hope you feel better soon *sending you a big hug* :(( 
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harryandhisbaby

Hey, thanks for the follow! It would mean the world to me if you could check out my story TORN (available in both English and German). I’ve put my heart and soul into it, and I’m currently stuck in bed with a broken foot, so I’ve got plenty of time to keep writing and updating it regularly. It’s the first story I’ve ever written, and I would love to hear your thoughts. A like, comment, or any feedback would be amazing!
          
          Thanks again, and take care! 

whyusoshyy

Bitteschön und gute Besserung dir <3 i mache gerade eine ff Pause wegen Liams Tod aber ich werde es safe lesen wenn ich den kopf dafür habe
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Mey_r28

Dear amazing person, who I love very much. I want to thank you for everything, but mainly for
          1. Existing
          2. Being you
          3. Being my friend
          4. Always being there for me
          5. Being absolutely amazing and wonderful. (Which leads back to being you, because you are amazing)
          I love you so much, I hope you have the most amazing day ever.
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          Send this to all your friends <333
          {Started by @Sarah_Horanson}

Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy I love you beyond infinity
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whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 Nooooo I love you to infinity 
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Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy I love you moree and u have nothing to thank me for love
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Mey_r28

How r uuu

Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy life happened lol I'm just tired and alone and on my period and hungry and on the verge of fainting but it'll get better 
            Good luck mate I literally always cry when harry choses to go to the trip to save louis-
            I don't have insta cuz I'm an antisocial ass but yeah u have my number if u want but I honestly never answer anyone these days
            Wdymm the day is still young
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whyusoshyy

@Mey_r28 oh noo i do u wanna talk abt it? what happened? (I can hear the orrible)
            real like they need to chill tf out
            I’m feeling kinda like reading it idk we’ll see if I make it without crying 
            my day was alright tbh I didn’t do much
            btw can we talk over insta or smt bc I always forget to check wp
            or wait I have your number right?
            Btw you should sleep 
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Mey_r28

@whyusoshyy yeah same and I also had panick attacks it was 'orrible 'orrible
            ugh teachers can be so annoying like bitch we have other things to do than ur goddamn hw 
            fb is so sad tho why would u do that ToT
            Byeee ilyt I had a very shitty day hope urs was better <3
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