wiffie_thing

I made a thingy for my bed and now I can actually sleep without having to do certain things and stuffz

abr0kendr34m

Hey love i made a new acc

wiffie_thing

@abr0kendr34m you did the same for me so :3
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abr0kendr34m

@wiffie_thing Ty for comforting me <3 hdijdnd reuploading my stories is gonna be a pain..
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sam_poilev

Hellooo wiffle waffle, how r things

wiffie_thing

@sam_poilev it's not an actual streak but just usually I never kill lol
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wiffie_thing

I feel alright now. I just needed a little. I feel kinda silly :3 but don't be surprised if I do act off again, also I ain't dealing with pronouns so I'm just a thing ^^ or just call me whatever I just dont have pronouns so :3 anyway I'm feeling like. Idk how to explain it, limbo? In between heaven and hell, I am trying tho :3

wiffie_thing

@abr0kendr3am I love you too hun<3 love ya with everything I have, and I mean it :3
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wiffie_thing

@abr0kendr3am I hope u feel betters too :3 also sorry if my mood like affected urs or something idk but I'm always here to talk if ya need me ^^
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wiffie_thing

@sam_poilev (meant to reply to you)
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wiffie_thing

I'm just not sure if I'm fine anymore. It feels like Im trying to hold onto my sanity, a single frayed rope. It cant hold anymore. And with all that happens the load only gets heavier. I'm trying so hard. Just to be there. But really I'm just that mistake. Dont even say otherwise. I'm literally the mistake of my family, my hygiene sucks. I can't do anything right. I'm the most stupid thing ever. I'm just not sure if I can live with this anymore. But the guilt I would have. People would blame and blame. As they do. It would be nobodys fault but my own. I'm trying. Trying to hold onto all I have. I'm scared. I'm. Scared ill lose the things I'm trying to hold onto. Ill lose it eventually and then. I wont have anything. But I wont have to worry once it's all over. I'm in a mixed state. In between. I don't know if anything can help at this point. Just leave it how it is and hope it doesn't go wrong. I'm sorry. If I do what I do then that's on me. Please don't blame anyone. Ill try hang on though. 

wiffie_thing

@abr0kendr3am thanks hun. I don't know why you keep helping me but thanks. I love you.
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wiffie_thing

@abr0kendr3am ill try. I just don't think ill ever be confident with myself. I don't know if I can ever think of myself as a good person. All the bad things Ive done. People don't know.
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