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I decided to watch ONE
I used to hate object shows and anything relating to them cause an ex-friend likes them and said ex-friend has caused us a lot of trauma so like
It was one of those things I couldn't watch or get into because they would make us think of [person who likes it and gave us trauma]
But ummmmmmm
Yeah
Watched through the whole thing (I skipped around a bit cause I got bored but still)
It's not bad
Just not for me
I was never really a fan of object shows
I kinda forced myself to watch it
Cause one of my parental figures likes it amd I was trying to focus my mind on like
"Hey, this really nice person likes this stuff, so think about nice person instead of bad person when watching it"
Idk how it worked
But it did
I think I actually healed a bit of that trauma so I can now watch object shows without having a damn panic attack and reliving trauma
(Said ex-friend, if you end up seeing this, you know who you are. And if you want to talk about the things you've done, you can unblock us on Tumblr and take it to DMs :3
The things you've said have fucked us up mentally so badly and it has affected us for over a year now.)
(Anyone who wants to know what happened, I'll post stuff if I feel like it
I'm just trying to move on but it's kinda hard when denied access to professional help )
