@spookysoot Mate, just try and keep those friendships together if they really are straining.
I know it's hard to go out and talk to people, unless it isn't for you, which YOOO, but seriously, try and keep em together.
And truth is, if they're actual good friends, they'll stick with you.
Go take care of yourself, take a shower, get some water, get some sleep, or eat something.
Love you mate, and cheer yourself up a bit if you can, alright? /p
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