wildfl0wer20

hey so once this quarter ends i wanna come back <3 I MISS U GUYS

wildfl0wer20

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Hi pretty people! So I unfortunately unpublished shining armor, but it's for 2 solid reasons. For one, I have a shit ton of editing I still need to do, I also just randomly decided to change the relationship dynamic a bit, so i'd recommend when i republish, to reread. quite a few things will change. Senioritis has been tearing my ass to shreds truly and utterly and my mental health is at the same state as hells basement as of late! I want to be FOREVERRRR YOUNGGGG

wildfl0wer20

ALSO, am thinking about changing the name of the book too when i get around to this.
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wildfl0wer20

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hey pretty people. I've been having a really hard and traumatizing week to be completely fucking honest, I think i'm ready to come back onto here now but I just want to sincerely apologize for my absence. a lot has happened, and i'm just sorry. Hope everyone could understand without having to say too much, but i will begin editing some more of my pre-written portions of shining armor.

MK-114

@wildfl0wer20 no thanks needed girlie<3
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wildfl0wer20

@_radioheadstan aww thank you so much dear! following u now <3
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_radioheadstan

@wildfl0wer20 love you so much you are never alone and I’m always here for you please talk to me if anything is wrong I’d love to help always if you want you can message me on insta it’s ellaxbar <3
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b1lsg0ldw1ng

U MET HOODJABI?

wildfl0wer20

@r3neeslittlelesbian BEEN IN LOVE WITH HER FOR YRS STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT
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r3neeslittlelesbian

DUDE IM LIKE IN LOVE WITH HOODJABI
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wildfl0wer20

So I guess it's my birthday. Almost threw up when I had to take 16 out of my bio to be real LMFAO

luv4eilish

@wildfl0wer20 my birthday is on december 17th! and tbh so far 16 has been so shitty. i’m excited to turn 17, but terrified to grow up. 
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wildfl0wer20

I need yall's thoughts on this. SO, dreams are so so important to me. I've always let them carry a significant weight in my life, and these days I keep getting these reoccurring dreams about me being in a relationship...with someone I've literally never seen before? I can't even decipher how confused I am every morning because of this. I kid you not she doesn't even remotely resemble anyone I've ever known, or seen. I'm not sure if something or someone is coming into my life or what?? I can't even tell you how much I hope there's someone like her for me out there. She's charming and kind, and gentle. She's so detailed that these dreams feel almost like something more and I don't know what to do with the information I gathered from them. I journal my dreams, so over the course of the past few weeks I have had this special page where I add new details that pop up in these dreams about her. In 3 weeks, NEARLY every night I learn something about her. I know she has big beautiful brown bug eyes, and that her eyes always shake a little from left to right, I wasn't sure why and when I searched it up I found a condition called "nystagmus" which looks pretty accurate, WHICH IS SO STRANGE BECAUSE I've never met anyone with this condition nor was I even super aware of it before? As I look at the half asleep doodle's I made of her, i've also come to realize that her physical appearance was a compilation of every trait I find attractive on people. She had uneven teeth, which admittedly is a trait I always found cute on people, and her brows were thick and bushy and messy and connected a little bit but I love it so much. She had a relatively large nose with a bump on the bridge. long, shaggy hair. SHE WAS SO LANKY AND AWKWARD I WANT HER SO SO BADHGFIFDOEWKMNJUGHHHH LIFE IS SO SO UNFAIR WHY HAVEN'T I MET HER YET? I'm starting to believe that because I lack sm of the affection I crave that my brain is just trying to find a delusion to fulfill me with??

r3neeslittlelesbian

NO THATS SO REAL OMG YOU BETTER FIND THIS GIRL ISTG SHE SOUNDS SO CUTE AND PERFECT FOR YOU UGHHHHH i’m sure it’s a sign 
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