Bella

Freya theme!

Just wanted to say thank you for 1k reads on my Fralachi one-shots! I know its only a small step, but it means a lot to me! Being able to see that really encourages me to continue writing so thank you!

I am happy to announce that I have gotten back into writing!
          I'm still not too well, but I love writing and it honestly helps mentally, so I am writing my Fralachi one-shots again! And maybe.....something else?
          Big thanks to @REESELOVESB00KS and @Mayb4nks_Wif3y for helping me throughout this state that I am pushing through. You guys are literally my best friends and I wouldn't be able to do this without you. And everyone else has also been absolutely amazing. Seeing all of you guys post really makes my day better, because it helps me believe that I have people to talk to, so I thank you all millions of times, even if you didn't know you were doing it. 
          I love you all so much.
          "the soul purpose to life is to spread love, no matter what you believe in." - Colby Brock.
          "You deserve love because you are a human being, not because of something you do for somebody else." - Sam Golbach.
          "Its okay to be alone." - Nick Sturniolo.
          "Focus on yourself, your going to be okay." - Chris Sturniolo.
          "Shit might not be easy, but nothing ever is." - Matt Sturniolo.
          
          ❤️

Guys....
          I'm struggling a lot. Like, mentally.
          And I fear that people are starting to notice. I'm flinching at the smallest things, hiding my wrists and thighs and spacing out more then I probably should.
          I'm sorry that I basically come on here to talk about my shit mental health,  and I am also sorry that some people are having shitty mental health as well.
          But if I disappear. If. 
          Don't worry. I'll be ok. Hopefully.
          Y'all have created the family I never got and probably won't be getting ever. I love you all soooooo much and I will try to update.
          I'm sorry.

So, i found one of my old song writing books... what do we think? It still needs a lot of work, but this is just a base.
          
          “Your Side of the Street”
          
          Verse 1
          There’s a coffee stain
          On the sleeve you left at my place
          And I know it’s dumb
          But I still haven’t washed it away
          
          The neighbours slam their doors at night
          Your laugh still echoes in my mind
          Funny how a crowded room
          Can feel so empty all the time
          
          Pre-Chorus
          You said forever way too young
          And I believed every word
          
          Chorus
          Now I drive on your side of the street
          Like maybe I’ll see you looking for me
          But your windows are dark
          And your porch light’s gone
          Guess you moved on easy while I held on
          
          And every little thing still hurts
          Like hearing your name in the back of the world
          You’re probably fine
          I’m barely asleep
          Still driving on your side of the street
          
          Verse 2
          I cut my hair last week
          Thought maybe I could change something
          But the mirror looked the same
          Just somebody missing somebody
          
          Your favourite song came on today
          I nearly had to pull away
          Funny how four minutes can
          Completely ruin my whole day
          
          Bridge
          Everybody told me
          People leave, people leave
          But you swore you never would
          Now you’re just another memory
          I talk about too much
          
          Final Chorus
          So I drive on your side of the street
          Watching shadows move behind every screen
          And I hate that my heart
          Still races at ghosts
          Like loving you is all it really knows
          
          Maybe one day this won’t burn
          Maybe one day I won’t make that turn
          But right now at night
          It’s the only thing keeping you close to me
          
          Still driving on your side of the street

So...
          Honest thoughts about Malia and Malachi.
          I don't really care about them. they are cute together, and its none of my business. I think ANY Disney teen should be able to date who they want,  [that is if they are dating.] because its honestly none of our business. I mean, I ship Fralachi as a friendship. Yeah, I read fanfics where they are a couple, but that is fiction. I just don't believe that the people that constantly harass our favourite Disney stars are good fans. Because think about it: would you like to be harassed daily about some one you are "apparently" dating because the internet said so?
          
          But that is just my opinion. What is yours?

"Keep your chin up, your crown is falling"
          ~Conan Gray

Hey y'all,
          I wanted to come on here to say that I have not finished writing my Fralachi stories yet, I have just been dealing with some...issues recently. I will start posting on it again, it might take another week though. At school, there is a lot of homework that I have to get through, and I can barely focus on it so I am getting "extra help" on it or whatever that means. So I have been a bit busy, but I will start posting again eventually.

Hey guys,
          I'm not too sure if many people will see this, but lots of the people I am following (and lots of other people) are struggling a bit at the moment. Whether that be physically or mentally. If this is you,  just want you to know that you are amazing and that I love you. I know things can get rough, ut ust know that I am here to talk if you want to. You are all perfect.
          ☆Bella☆

Do you guys recommend any artists? Because I'm trying to find a new one, and I'm not finding any I am interested in.