Hi all, just an update. I know it's taken forever and I've not updated my story, I will be getting back to it, I have the rest of it planned out and some chapters written already, but life got in the way. I lost my job after 22 years, then I lost my elderly cat, then my husband died, and then my mum was diagnosed with cancer. My whole life turned upside down and changed in ways I couldn't have imagined, and I'm still coming to terms with it all and learning to live a different way. So, if you are still here and reading this, thank you, I promise I'm doing my best and I still love John and Selene and miss them so much.