willowsea222

i need to be sedated, my mood swings are killing me genuinely

willowsea222

the bald eagle courts by falling
          the sky is locked in heavy iron rings
          above the sand where engines try to fly, 
          a sudden shadow twisting up its wings
          against the grayness of a foreign sky
          they turn together in a blinding space
          with steel untangled from the natural trees
          and rush toward the desert's cold embrace
          without the mercy of a lifting breeze
          the eagles know the moment to let go
          to break the plummet and return to light 
          to rejoice of their new union
          but silver shapes go crashing down below
          and leave a smoking circle in the night,
          unable to distinguish mating with destruction
          a means to continue senile men’s corruption 
          where wild birds plunge to find a lasting twin
          homes are torn apart and grief gathers in

willowsea222

everytime i see a starwars edit, i want to send it to my boyfriend but then i remember he hasn’t been my boyfriend for a very long time

willowsea222

i gotta show u both matches, the one where he was like “oh god ur so bad lemme teach u” and the other one where he begrudgingly played w me cus i annoyed him LMAOO
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willowsea222

@_h0rr0r please i remember the only mention of me to his friends after like a year was him beating me in chess in less than a minute (i think 20 seconds?) and this was AFTER i improved
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willowsea222

theres this amazing editor i follow and shes currently obsessed with star wars and the lore, it kills me
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willowsea222

in your next life, i hope you never get married and have children just as you wished

willowsea222

i hope you never meet your first love and my father
            i hope you travel the world and be an engineer instead of taking finance 
            i hope you live in a cabin far away from people, on the mountains, in a forest
            i hope you are healthy and never have to go to the hospital
            i hope your plants and flowers grow so you can be a florist
            i hope you never feel the bitterness of your family 
            i hope you have the body and face you desire
            i hope in all of your lives, you'll be fulfilled with happiness and satisfaction 
            then i hope you'll be kinder to me as your daughter
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willowsea222

you tell me i’m just a child and don’t understand the world yet but if i’m such a child, why do you insist on making me call you affectionate terms? aren’t you exploiting my vulnerability? why do you want to know about my love life? why? 
          
          am i not considered a child then? 
          
          i don’t understand your logic.  on one hand, i’m too young to understand you and on the other you hate when i tell you you’re old.
          
          i hate men like you omg