rant
i wanna join the army but i am in a navy family, like i wanna serve in the military but in a different branch then what my family normally does, but i dont wanna be hated by my family because i didn't join the "right" branch, my mom wants me to join the navy, air forces, or no military at all but i dont want to join either, i wanna join the army but i dont know what to do, it just feel like if i dont join the navy, i let down my family, if i dont join the air force, i let down my mom, if i dont join the army, i let down myself, i know its important to make my family proud, but i wanna go against their ways and do what i wanna do, but i wanna make them proud while doing so but i also wanna do what makes them proud, what do i do?