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thanks to giselle, im in a twilight/edward phase rn 

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omg so i signed up for pit for my schools spring musical which is hairspray and i'm soooo excited bc i love playing my instrument and the hairspray soundtrack (like instrumental) is so lit like wtffffff i've been sleeping on thisanyway i've been practicing the music and i literally cried bc playing it makes me so happy idk how to explain it. last year was one of the hardest years of my life and to finally have some happiness in terms of it being related to band/music (bc of everything that happened last year) is so great like NSASNELSQLDMFNSNSDJ

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today was my first day at work and i was scared to death the day before, like i literally cried because i get anxiety when dealing with people. social anxiety is not fun. but i went in and it was pretty fun, the cash register is like playing a game almost lol. i was afraid of messing up people's orders (which i did like maybe 3-4 times) but it wasn't a big deal like i thought it'd be. i was also afraid of rude customers which i did get. about 4 of them, most gave me an attitude. i usually get embarrassed and quiet when i feel attacked by rude people but surprisingly i felt angry, but obviously didn't show it. i go back thursday at 11 and now that i know what to expect i'm not afraid anymore. i'm proud of myself for not crying or freaking out which i thought i'd do lol. but yeah fast food is wild XD