im not sure,, still have lots of things to think and to consider especially on I feel inside..I dont want to misunderstand what's between us,,how he think of me..and how he feels for me..I used to love him..he was my isnpiration..but as time goes by I realized, he's not meant for me..God had loved me since my existence..and He doesnt my life to be in despiair with someone who is not worthy of my love..I have lost and I have cried..sooooooooooonerrrrrrrrrrrr..when I have learned to move on.I would tell him how special he was in my life..